Fantasy ( Please do not ReaD)

Part 56 + Cheating

CHAPTER 56

Anyone's POV*

" Pick up ! ", I gripped the cellular phone roughly as I called y/n for the 14th time.

" You're caller is not available at this time. Please try again or leave a message at the tone "

" Y/n pick up the phone please. We can talk about this. I swear to you, I never meant for this to happen. I didn't know what I was doing. PICK UP ", I left my 10th voicemail.

She left in the dead of night. She didn't even take the kids. She just grabbed her keys and left. As I stared out the window thinking about how this relationship was slowly coming to an end.

" Leave it to me to fuck up a good thing. Leave it to me ", I whispered to myself.

The baby started crying loudly down the hall. Nenet was only 10months old. I picked her up in my arms and rocked her gently. Her big slanted eyes looked back at my identical ones. She stared at me until she relaxed and fell back into a deep sleep. I had felt guilty holding her. I felt guilty for all the things I'd soon have to face. To know that some day she'd know the truth about my past and what I had done to her mother. Once I placed her back into her crib I walked to the kitchen to have a drink.

Nile noticed me and stood up in front of the tv as he turned around to look at me. He held his teddy bear from his tia in his hand. He must have been hungry.

" Hold on son ", I poured myself a cup of whisky as I started pulling out ingredients from the fridge. Normally I'd have the nannies cook at this time but it was nearing Christmas and they had Holiday leave.

Soup and crackers. Thankfully it was soft enough for there small two year old moves to chew. I then brought the lunch over to the children's lunch table. They ate while watching cartoons as I left to retreat back to the bedroom to drink. I watched tv to numb my brain when the baby woke up once more. I made her a bottle out of her mothers breast milk in the fridge. She made sure to pump a lot right before she left. I knew she would. Nenet was at the top of her priorities as were Asim and Nile. I soon realized that her pumping a lot meant she didn't know how long she would be gone.

Cradling a breast fed baby to sleep is hard. She didn't have the warmth of her mother or the skin to skin contact to help her go to sleep. Luckily she was a daddies girl, so even though this wasn't ideal for her, she went right to sleep after I fed her.

" Baby please. Christmas Eve is tomorrow. I don't want the kids to be asking where there mother is on the holidays. Look, I don't care if you want to leave me. At least give them the Christmas they deserve ", I left another message.

" Mama. Mama.... ", Asim climbed into the bed looking for his mom but she wasn't there

Eventually the day ended. A full day with the kids had me sitting down in my own shower. I looked at my call log and shook my head.

" This is my last time calling you. I don't know where you are. If you're not back here in an hour I'm going out to look for you ", *click*

I couldn't file a missing persons report. She hadn't been gone for 48 hours yet. I knew she was likely just mad but she had every right to be.

I had pushed her. I pushed and I pushed. I drove her off the edge and then some. Since the birth of our baby girl I had cheated twice. Y/n didn't find out until nearly 3 weeks ago which caused her to miscarriage from the stress. She tried to hold it in like she wasn't mad but it caused her to do all of this. The miscarriage happened almost immediately as the words passed my lips. I had confessed because she felt that my actions had been suspicious. When she did she told me that we could work through it but I'd find her sitting up staring at me at night. I had no desire to ever cheat again after the way she collapsed on the floor and balled her eyes out.