Fantasy ( Please do not ReaD)

Part 62

CHAPTER 62

I burst into tears realizing the false truth that my own head had put me through. I looked at the twins and reached for them.

Trevante laid them both in my arms. I grabbed them tightly as I sobbed. Nile played with his Elmo doll as I hugged him and Asim. Both, unaware of my sadness.

" I'm sorry ", I sobbed.

" It's not you're fault. How could it ever be your fault y/n. You didn't know ", he shook his head.

" Now my daughter doesn't even know who I am. It doesn't matter anymore. She doesn't have that instinct to be with her mother ", I felt myself start to sob harder. My cries got louder as I became hysterical.

Trevante couldn't calm me down so he sent everyone out of the room including my baby who I was reaching for. I'm glad they didn't give her to me because I was too far gone.

He came next to me and held me, trying to get me to calm down. My heart monitor started beeping out of control. Trevante held me down to the bed as I tried to pull the IV out of my arm. He stopped me. He saved me from myself. Trevante didn't let me go back until I calmed down.

" Mental breakdowns are normal after something like this . Do you need some help ", the nurse almost intervened.

" No I'm good ", he shooed her off.

Another 10 minutes passed before I stopped crying. Now I was just breathing heavily.

" Here ", he pressed a tissue on my cheeks wiping away my tears.

" Thankyou ", I sniffled with a stuffy nose.

" What's all this talk about a gown and marriage. Did you dream while you were stuck in there ", he looked at me with a bewildered face.

" I guess I did...but I didn't know it was a dream until you told me to wake up ", I looked at him realizing I hadn't done any of those things I did in the dream with him for months.

" Hold me ", I scooted over so that he could get in the hospital bed with me.

He obliged, he took off his shoes and got under the covers with me. He wrapped his arms around my waist.

" Tell me Baby ", his voice was soft which made me corporate.

" Everything seemed seamless. I can't remember falling into the coma. I just had the baby and we brought her home. I became busier with work and then suddenly you cheated on me twice ", I admitted.

" Y/n look at me ", he demanded.

I turned around to look in his direction and he had on a very serious face.

" Never in a million years would I even THINK to sleep with another woman. I'm sorry you had to live through that nightmare but I would NEVER cheat on you. I'm not a man to go back on my words and you know this. The night I took your virginity I told you that my hands were only reserved for you, and they have been ever since. I didn't even go back on my word while you laid here for months. Because I knew that you were gonna beat this baby ", his intertwined his fingers with mine.

" I knew you wouldn't. Sometimes I questioned my reality. I would go to sleep every night and wake up in the morning like the real world. The days felt long and I had memories. It was like I was in the real world. I miscarried in the dream which was painful. I left you with the kids for like a whole night and then you came and got me. We went to marriage counseling and I made you get an apartment. I beat up the girl...it was stressful. Now that I think about it I realize how inaccurate it was. None of that shit was real and it was almost obvious. The way you started to act was so unlike you. You weren't your usual assertive self. You were actually all over the place. And our kids miraculously started to use bigger words. I had little hints and clues every now and then. The boys would tell me to wake up. Or I'd hear that dinging noise from Nile's Elmo doll. Eventually I forgave you and wanted us to redo our vows , We did and the wedding was beautiful. When we got back to the hotel you told me to wake up. And now here I am completely taken back that all that shit didn't happen. But also relieved because I'm glad you didn't cheat. I lost so much respect for you despite me staying with you ", I scoffed.