Ja'Nae is a soft girl who goes through ups and downs with her girlfriend. All she ever wanted was to be loved correctly. "I just want a fairytale love story", she said looking Ray into her eyes. Being that she's lesbian, will she ever get that fairy...
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𝐽𝑎'𝑛𝑎𝑒𝐴𝑚𝑒𝑖𝑙𝑎ℎ𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑖́𝑟𝑒𝑧 | 𝑁𝑎𝑒
"Y'all are so toxic, like it's honestly sad. You need to leave her alone" Ciani said before I looked at her from the corner of my eye
"I just said we broke up" I repeated myself cause obviously she didn't hear the first time
"As in?"
"We aren't together" I said letting it be known, but lying at the same time
I like girls, and my girlfriend and I have an on and off relationship. It's like we can't get it right to save our lives, but we're never coming up off each other.
"I'll believe it when I see it, dead ass" she said causing me to roll my eyes
"Whatever, but I'm gonna go before it gets dark. I still have to stop by my moms" I said picking up my keys
I left heading over to my moms house because I wanted to see her. I haven't saw her in two days because of my schedule.
"Did you cook for me?" I asked standing over the pot looking inside it
"Yeah cause you don't know how to cook and you need to stop eating out" she said before I chuckled a little
"I do know how to cook, I just would rather eat out. What did you do today?"
"I went to the store to get some stuff and that was it. You all dressed up, what was you doing?"
"I had a girls day with Ciani and Kaila" I told her as I grabbed a water bottle and opened it
"Oh okay, you look beautiful as always" she complimented me before I smiled
I love when my mom compliments me, she gives me a different type of confidence.
"Gracias mamá, te lo agradezco mucho" I started laughing at the way she looked at me
"Only thing I understood was gracias, I told you I don't understand that. Save that talk for your daddy"
I'm biracial, my dad is Hispanic and my mom is African American. Some people say my shade makes me look as if both of my parents are African American.
Which is understandable.
Others say different, but it's obvious I'm more of my moms skin tone. People expect me to be more lighter, but it is what it is.
I was born in the United States, but as soon as I left the hospital we moved to Mexico. My mom only speaks English so it was hard for her, so she came back after I turned three.
I stayed with my dad and of course I would come to the US to stay with my mom sometimes. At first I only spoke Spanish, but I had to learn English to communicate with my mom.
My English is very good, but sometimes I have trouble. Only because it's hard to remember both languages. English is hard in general.
Eventually I got tired of traveling back and forth, so when I turned fourteen I moved with my mom. I want my dad to move here too, but he doesn't want to leave family.
I want them both to be down the street from me.
I'm just always stuck wondering how the fuck did I end up here if they both speak different languages. But life is good, I guess I can say I have the best of both worlds.
"You have to learn Spanish mommy because y'all can't keep communicating through me"
"Yes we can, and take all the food cause I ain't realize I made a lot"
"I only wanted a plate though"
"No, take all of it cause you gone be hungry anyway. You don't cook remember?" She said handing me multiple plates
"Oh Dios mío" I whined because I genuinely only wanted one plate.
She literally cooked for a family of five and it's only me who's eating.
I stayed for a little while longer before leaving and going home. I'm nineteen and I'm very independent, I don't like depending on nobody else.
I have my own business and I make a lot. It's more than enough to keep a roof over my head, provide for my family, and get whatever it is that I want.
I'm about to start a fitness line and I can't wait for that. I'm very blessed to be in the stable position I'm in and I love it.
I took a thirty minute shower and got out before doing my hygiene routine. As soon as I was done I got straight into bed because today wore me out.
I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing and immediately got irritated.
"What?" I answered the FaceTime call with Daejah "you got two minutes"
"Don't put no time limit on how long I can talk to you. So you really gone keep ignoring me?"
"Daejah I don't know why you think I'm playing with you this time. I don't wanna talk to you until you can stop fucking lying"
"Aight let me be honest" she said as I waited to hear but she wasn't saying nothing
"You wasting my time and you pissing me off. It's too early for this shit" I sat up in my bed and put my head in my hands
She started laughing which was irritating me even more. She take me for a joke and I hate that for me.
"Okay bae for real, you keep saying I cheated and I didn't"
"Cause you did, you don't even have to say what you did because I know you cheated"
"You don't even know what happened and that's your problem, you need to stop assuming" I couldn't help but laugh at her
She really want me to be convinced and I'm not
"When I gave you chance to tell me what happened you lied to me. The lie wasn't even together dumb ass stop thinking I'm stupid"
"Aight I did lie cause I thought you was finna hit me. I ain't fuck her, I just ate her pussy"
After she said that I didn't see nothing but black. I don't know why I let her upset me this early or even upset me at all.
"You think that's not cheating Daejah?" I asked "You single and you know what? — te odio"
I hung up before blocking her and laying back down. She gone be the death of me.
