Ja'Nae is a soft girl who goes through ups and downs with her girlfriend. All she ever wanted was to be loved correctly. "I just want a fairytale love story", she said looking Ray into her eyes. Being that she's lesbian, will she ever get that fairy...
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𝐽𝑎'𝑁𝑎𝑒 𝐴𝑚𝑒𝑖𝑙𝑎ℎ 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑖́𝑟𝑒𝑧 | 𝑁𝑎𝑒
"You continue to be disloyal and the only thing I've been is loyal to you. Why?" I asked in anger as I looked at Daejah
She cheated. Once again.
Nobody in this world can make me angry like Daejah can. She makes me a different type of angry and I just want to strangle her ass.
"Let me be honest" she said and I shifted my weight from one leg to the other "I love you, for real, but I want something new"
"Daejah you don't love me if you want something new. What's your definition of something new?"
"Somebody with a new look, personal—" I cut her off and started to laugh
She has to be out of her mind.
"You sound dumb as fuck, and you're even dumber for losing a bitch like me" I simply said "my condolences to you"
"You tripping cause I ain't even mean it like that"
"But you did, and instead of being disloyal all you had to do was let me know. I would've let you go whether I wanted to or not"
"So we done?" She asked giving me a confused look "like going our separate ways done?"
"You don't deserve me, so yeah, we're done. I hope the next girl you fuck with tear you apart" I walked away making my way out the door
Once I made it to my car, I got in and immediately broke down. After everything we been through, all the plans, memories ...
She let it go so easily, three years down the drain.
I'm more upset with myself because I continuously let her be unfaithful to me. More then three times.
I'm such a dummy, but they do say love will make you do stupid shit. Even if it's letting your partner do you bad.
I drove out of her apartment complex and sped to my cousins house. I just need reassurance and comfort right now.
Somebody to talk to.
"Hey Nae baby, you okay?" My aunt spoke but was concerned at the same time
She can tell I was crying, I know she can
"I'm good" I said trying not to make it noticeable because she will call my mom so quick
I don't want her to know too soon.
"Alright well Mari'A upstairs in her room" she said before I nodded and went straight upstairs
I walked in causing Lamari'A to jump up and smile then she gave me a concerned look.
"Unt unt what the fuck wrong with you?" She asked before I kind of shushed her
"Me and Daejah broke up" I said feeling my eyes get watery again and a tear slipped
"Alright cause now she pissing me off, she got you in here crying. What she do now?"
"The same thing she always do, cheat"
"Nae I'm sorry" she got up and pulled me into a hug "You deserve better and you need to realize that"
"I know, but — every time it happened I just believed we was gone get it right" I said as we pulled away from the hug "I swear I know my worth"
"You just a lover girl with a heart bigger than this world. You need to take time to yourself, heal from this"
"Mari'A she said she wanted something new, like personality and look wise"
"She stupid, she lost a good one cause it's nothing wrong with you. And I hope she wasn't saying you ugly"
I chuckled as I wiped my eyes because it was kind of funny. She couldn't convince me that I was ugly on her worse day.
Face card valid.
"If she was, she don't even believe that" I said being honest
"I'm finna get my bros to pull up on her, like dead ass. I'm hurt for you cause I know how genuine you are"
"Yeah I'm tired of being hurt, but I guess this time it's a eye opener. I'm really done with her"
"Good cause you don't need her ass no more. Find you somebody that's gone love you unconditionally"
"I know I will eventually, but until then I'm just gonna chill and live life" I explained and she shook her head agreeing
"If nobody gone tell you they love you, I will. Cousin I love you" she said causing me to smile
This is why I don't need a bestfriend, I got a built in bestfriend. She gone stick beside me even when I'm wrong.
If all my friends left me right now, I would be fine.
"I love you more and thank you for always being there. I appreciate you, for real"
"Of course I'm gone be there for my built in bestie. This a for life thing, this forever" she said before we shared our second hug
I feel better now, but it's gonna hit me again when I'm alone. __________ So .. what do y'all think about this book so far? Is there anything I need to change or ..?
