Ja'Nae is a soft girl who goes through ups and downs with her girlfriend. All she ever wanted was to be loved correctly. "I just want a fairytale love story", she said looking Ray into her eyes. Being that she's lesbian, will she ever get that fairy...
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𝐽𝑎'𝑁𝑎𝑒 𝐴𝑚𝑒𝑖𝑙𝑎ℎ 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑧 | 𝑁𝑎𝑒
"Hi my name is Alice and I'll be your waitress for tonight. What drink can I start you off with?"
"I'll take a sweet tea, please" I responded before she smiled and nodded then walked off
It's currently 7:15 PM, I decided to take myself out for dinner. I realized that I haven't been treating myself to anything lately.
I've been so worried about everybody around me that I haven't been treating myself.
It's been a week since the break up and honestly I'm okay. I thought that I would fall into a state of depression, but I'm good.
I cried at first because of the fact that I was really hurt. I still am, but I don't have the urge to go back to her because I'm tired of being treated badly.
Every other time she cheated on me, I was upset, but my intentions weren't to leave her. Only because I knew I would come back.
A few minutes later Alice came back with my drink.
"Are you ready to order or do you need a few more minutes?"
"Um just give me a few more minutes" I said before she nodded "thank you"
She walked away and I pulled the menu closer. I've never been here before, so I don't know what I want off the top of my head.
After looking for a little while longer I finally decided. I heard that their food is good, and for it to be expensive, it better be.
She came back and I ordered my food.
"I need to bring you here" I said flipping the camera around to show her my food
"Where you at?" She asked giving a surprised look at how good the food looked
"A restaurant called The Capital Grille"
"Oh okay, you eating good then" she said and I nodded my head agreeing
"I'll bring you something to go, but I'll call you back whenever I leave"
"Okay sweetie, I love you enjoy yourself"
We hung up and I started to eat my food. Taking myself out to dinner feels so good and I'm mad I've always been embarrassed to do it.
I always thought that people would look at me funny if I took myself out. Definitely will be doing it more often.
I finished up and just sat there for a little while longer before eventually leaving and going home.
"Tengo buenas noticias" my dad said over the phone and I got nervous. I hate surprises.
"¿Que es?" I questioned, he sounded very excited to tell me, which made me even excited to know.
"Encontré un lugar para quedarme en los Estados Unidos" I gasped and did a small scream jumping a little
When he agreed to move to the US, I didn't think it would be this soon. I'm so excited for him to be closer and now I can see him whenever.
I don't know how he did it so fast, but I think he already put everything in action before bringing it to my attention.
"Dios mío, estoy muy emocionado. ¿Cuándo te mudas?"
"Un mes" I did a small dance, but it was like he could see me. The excitement that I'm filled with right now is out of this world.
"Estaré esperando"
"Solo quería llamar y avisarle" he said "te amo"
"Te quiero, adios"
We hung up and I couldn't stop smiling, he honestly just made my night. I wasn't having a bad day, but I didn't have a highlight of my day either.
I got up from my couch and made my way into the kitchen. The sink was halfway full of dishes that need to be washed.
Normally I would throw them into the dish washer, but tonight I hand washed them. It took me about thirty minutes to wash them before I was done.
I wiped down the counters and swept the floor before turning the light out. I turned out the lights in the living room as well before going to my room.
I'm starting to get tired.
I pulled out some clothes to get in the shower and laid them in the bed. Getting in the shower, I washed three times before getting out.
I did my whole face wash routine before putting on my clothes and getting in the bed. Today was a good day, it was very chill.
