Time Bomb

Chapter 9

We rode around town for what felt like hours.
We're driving down a dimly lit roadway up in the mountains. The compound just barely visible down below.
"I'm gonna try something, keep as steady as possible." I said in his ear after taking the helmet off attaching it to a bar on the back. I took a moment to tie my hair up with the hair tie on my wrist. The wind blowing through it making it easy.
I moved my hands to his shoulders and gripped tightly as I moved to stand up on the bike behind him, holding on to the back collar of his jacket. I took a deep breath and allowed the heat in my core to rise, just enough to show its face but not cause destruction. My body becoming encased in a yellow glow. I smiled to myself, finding some form of control over this atrocity thing inside of me.
Bucky went to take a turn and I felt myself slipping, but before I could even try saving myself I felt Bucky's arm grab me and I ended up in front of him. My legs straddled on top of his, now face to face with him. A look in his eyes I had never seen before. He wrapped an arm around me securely and continued driving until we made it to the top of the cliff. A flat surface much bigger than I thought it would be. 

He stopped the bike and moved his hands to the outside of my thighs, making eye contact. His eyes the color of the ocean after a storm staring straight into my electric blue ones. His hands slid their way to my ass and gripped tightly mic pulling me directly into his lap.
Our bodies pressed against each other now. I could feel his heartbeat, steady as a rock against my slowly becoming erratic one.

I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths.
"Hey... Dani. You're okay. Focus on my heartbeat." Bucky spoke, placing my hand over his heart. I tried to focus on the feeling of his steady heart. But it wasn't working. I moved myself and got off his bike. Walking over to edge of the cliff, he let his bike fall and fallowed me.
"Bucky, I don't want to hurt you. I... I can't hold it in.. excitement.. fear.. pain.. all of it makes this.. this atrocity boil inside and I can't hold it back." I said, feeling the tears welling up in my eyes. My heart tearing apart that if he doesn't leave, I could likely kill him.
"I'm not going anywhere without you." He said and slowly came closer to me.
"Bucky, go! I don't want to hurt you! I would never forgive myself if I did." I yelled, the tears falling from my eyes.
"No! Dani, I am here and I'm not leaving you. I won't. I know what it's like to feel like this. Trust me, I understand your pain." He said, standing so close to me now I could feel his breath on my cheek.
"Please... please.. Bucky I... I can't... you mean to much to me for me to allow you to do this." I sobbed, my vision blurry with tears.
"I'm not leaving. If I die, then at least I would always know I died trying to save you from yourself." He said. I felt and saw the yellow glow erupt from my body, encasing is both in its aura. I clutched my chest, the pain of holding it back to save him becoming unbearable.
"Go! You have to go! I can't hold it back, it hurts!" I screamed out in pain. Just when I let go, no longer able to hold it back. I felt him. His hands holding my face to his and his lips pressed to mine. I felt his own tears splash to my cheeks. I could feel the pain simmering down. The flow around is fading away. Slowly, I melted into the kiss. My arms finding their way around his neck.
"What... what was that for?" I breathed out, trying to catch my breath.
"I had to think of a way to make you hold you're breath. If you hold your breath, it can help slow your heart rate. I had read somewhere before that if you kiss someone, they hold their breath. And you did." He said. I could feel his fingers on my exposed skin, causing goosebumps all over.
"Why would you want to kiss me? I'm a monster." I said, dropping my head to look at the ground.
"You, Dani? A monster? No. Never. Not in any universe could you ever be a monster." He said and lifted my head back up to look at him. I felt more tears roll off my cheek and he wiped them away.
"I won't ever leave you. You call, I'll be there. Any time you need me. I promise to be there." He said and pulled me to him. I wrapped my arms around him. Sudden realization hitting.
"You stopped it." I said and I felt him squeeze me tighter to him.
"I did. Looks like I'm not just your kryptonite, I'm also your savior." He said and pulled me away, walking us both back to his bike. He lifted it back up from the ground and straddled it, holding his hand out to help me. Fuck it. If I'm gonna do this, I'm going all in.
I took his hand but instead of straddling him from behind, I straddled his lap, facing him. He raised an eyebrow and gave me a look that told me he was okay with this.
"You better hold on tight." He said and smirked at me. I locked my legs with his and wrapped my arms around his, leaning back against the bike.
"If we had been dating for awhile, this would be one hell of a way to fuck you right now." He said, dropping his hands from the handle bars and gripping my sides tightly. His cold metal hand on my exposed skin causing a gasp of surprising pleasure.
"So do it then." I looked him directly in his eyes as I said it. Realizing in this moment that I truly want him. And only him. No matter the fact that we only just kissed for the first time and I could explode at any given moment. My mind was honestly made up as soon as I realized he could stop the explosions.
"Don't tempt me, Dani. I'll do it. You have no idea how much I have wanted this. Since that first song you sang, I have wanted you." He said, his hands slowly sliding up my body, stopping just below my breasts. I sat up quickly, using his belt as leverage. Our faces merely centimeters apart. Our eyes glued to each others.
"I dare you. Right now." I said seriously. A part of me curious where this fierce sexy attitude came from but also really liking it.
Before I knew it, I had been pressed back against the bike, his tongue trailing up my stomach, my body arching into him. Somehow he managed to get my jeans off and pulled himself out from his own jeans and slid into me. A gasp of pleasure escaping me. I felt his teeth bit down on the soft skin below my collarbone. He pulled me up to his face and crashed his lips to mine aggressively, biting at my bottom lip. I ran my hands up his shirt, feeling his soft skin against my own. As he thrusted faster and harder into me, I fell back against the bike, gripping tightly onto the handle bars as my eyes rolled to the back of my head.
When we finished, I got up and put my jeans back on. He buttoned his jeans and redid his belt. He offered his hand to me and I took it, straddling the bike behind him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and let my head rest against his back.
The whole way back to the compound, he kept a firm grip on my thigh.
We both stayed quiet as we walked inside, every set of eyes on us.