Something like love || KSJ

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Jimin stared at me with a blank expression for what seemed like a solid two whole minutes. I cleared my throat, turning my attention back to my notebook.

"Hey, you begged to know so I told you. Now don't tell anyone." I say, not giving him any time to process what I said before I turn my full attention to the teacher.

The rest of the class he's somewhat silent and it was starting to make me regret my decision to tell him.

I hadn't lied. I do like Jimin, and I had for quite some time now. He never seemed to show anything more than wanting to be friends, so I just never said anything. Plus, I wasn't sure if it would make Jin uncomfortable and I didn't want to ruin the friendship, so I just kept quiet.

After class was finally over, I turned to Jimin as I stood. "Cat got your tongue? You haven't said a word since I told you." I laugh as I gather my things.

"I'm just shocked is all. I had no idea." He says with his eyes just as wide as when I had told him.

"I'm sure you are. That's why I didn't want to tell you. If you don't feel the same way that's cool just let me know and we'll act like this never happened." I laughed as I start to walk away.

Jimin hurries up behind me, joining my side. "I don't not feel the same way. I guess I just hadn't ever given it much thought. I am now and I'm definitely not opposed to it." He says and I feel myself smiling as I stop in the middle of the hallway to face him.

"So, what you're saying here, Mr. Park Jimin, is that you may or may not like me too?" I was grinning like an idiot now.

"That's exactly what I'm saying." He confirms and I let out a nervous laugh. "So where do we go from here?" I ask.

Before Jimin gets to speak, our conversation is interrupted as Jin comes out of nowhere with our friends Yoongi and Namjoon at his side.

"To your next class, obviously." Namjoon says and both Jimin and I have to stifle a laugh.

"I'll text you, Okay?" Jimin smiles and I nod as he greets the others before heading off to his next class, leaving me with Jin and the others.

"Text you, why?" Jin asks, watching the direction Jimin headed off in then looking back at me. "Just about our class work. Come on, all four of us have this next class together. Don't want to be late." I laugh as I head off ahead of them, not wanting Jin to see through my lie.

He was always pretty good at reading me so I wouldn't be surprised at all if he could tell the schoolwork thing was all a load of bs.

As we all got into our next class, Jin claimed the seat beside me, and Yoongi and Namjoon chose the two behind us.

At this point in time, pretty much everyone new that Jin would always call dibs on the seat next to me and vice versa so they never even bothered.

For as long as I can remember, we've always made sure we sat together no matter where we went. It was just kind of tradition. We were never not sitting together if we were in the same room. It's always been that way.

As class started, Jin's mind seemed to be somewhere else. He wasn't paying attention to the teacher at all.

I wrote on a piece of paper and nudged him as I slid it his way. When he read it, he made a face then began to write back.

When he slid it back to me, I saw he wrote,

NOTHING IS WRONG. WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT?

I grab my pen and write back.

YOU'VE BEEN SUPER SPACED OUT SINCE WE GOT IN HERE. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT?

Jin sat there for a moment, taking extra time as if he was re reading what I wrote over and over again. Then he started to write. When he slid it over and I read it, my stomach sunk as I felt nothing but guilt.

WHY WAS JIMIN NEEDING TO TEXT YOU LATER?

He didn't believe my lie.

I TOLD YOU IT WAS ABOUT CLASS WORK.

He wrote back before I could pass it over to him.

SWEAR?

I read what he said multiple times, gulping slightly. I could feel Jin's eyes on me, waiting.

I took the paper and crumpled it up. Instead of responding I turn to Jin and give me a nod.

The look on Jin's face was one I couldn't really explain. Confusion? Shock? Hurt? All of the above?

I turn my attention back to the board because I couldn't stand the look on his face right now. I didn't want to lie to him, and I definitely didn't want to tell him the truth either.

Obviously if this ended up getting serious with Jimin I'd have to tell him but right now I don't even know where we stand so really, there's nothing to tell...

The rest of class, I can feel Jin looking at me multiple times, but I ignore it. I didn't want him to question it anymore, so I said nothing at all.

When classes ended, I gave him a quick goodbye and hurried off to my next class where luckily, I was alone.

I needed time to think about what I was going to do next. I had to be very careful so that I wouldn't hurt anyone's feelings.

The one thing I was dreading more than anything right now was lunch. I knew there I'd have to be surrounded by all of the guys, especially Jimin and Jin.

With everything that's going on right now this was definitely going to be an awkward lunch.

For the first time in my life, I was hoping this class would never end.