Something like love || KSJ

𝒩𝒾𝓃𝑒 | 9

When my class with Jin, Yoongi, and Namjoon came along, all four us began passing back notes, trying our best not to get caught.

Y/N - WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM WITH JIMIN AND I? 

I passed the note straight back to Namjoon first. Yoongi and Jin watched us, waiting for their turn to read the note. 

NJ- I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH YOUR RELATIONSHIP. DO YOU? THAT WAS FAST.

Y/N- THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN. WHY ARE YOU BEING A DICK?

NJ- I JUST DON'T WANT ANOTHER ONE OF MY FRIENDS HURT. YOU DON'T HAVE THE BEST TRACK RECORD OF THIS. 

I don't write back but instead say, "Are you kidding me?" Out loud, which causes a few people to look at me and causes Jin to snatch up the paper, reading what Namjoon had said.

When he reads it, he turns to Namjoon with a hurt and mad expression. Instead of causing a commotion like I did, Jin writes back, throwing the paper back at Namjoon.

As Namjoon reads it, he scoffs and crumbles it, throwing it down on the ground. He looks at me for a swift second before he turns his attention back to the teacher.

I look down at the piece of paper and bend down to pick it up. I uncrumple it and read what Jin wrote.

SJ- DON'T TAKE YOUR ANGER OUT O\N Y/N. OUR BREAKUP WAS MUTUAL AND I'M NOT HURT, OKAY? SO, STOP. 

I look over at Jin and give him a sad smile. He returns the same exact one.

I lean back and hand the paper over to Yoongi who hadn't even got a chance to read it. He laughs and thanks me before leaning back to read the monstrosity.

The rest of class, I don't say a single thing to Namjoon. When class ends, I say a quick goodbye to Jin and leave.

Namjoon's words were swarming around my head, and I felt a little upset honestly. The fact that he had some resentment towards me thinking I completely ruined Jin with our breakup hurts.

As Jin said, our breakup was mutual, and he was just as much as part of it as I was, so I had no idea why Namjoon was being this way towards me.

Shaking the thought away, I head to my next class. I was absolutely dreading lunch. I didn't even want to be around Namjoon right now.

I was not looking forward to this at all.

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JIN'S POV~

When lunch time came, Y/n and Jimin were the last ones to join us. When they finally did arrive, they appeared in the cafeteria holding hands.

Namjoon watches them for a second and scoffs before he turns his attention away.

I definitely wanted to have a talk with him soon to figure out why he's being this way. I get he feels some type of way about the two of them dating but he doesn't have to be such an ass about it.

"Hey guys." Jimin grins as he slips into a seat. Just as Y/n goes to sit down beside me, Namjoon quickly scoots over, taking the spot.

Y/n and I both look at him taken back. Y/n scoffs as she walks over and sits on the other side of Jimin by the wall.

"What are you doing?" I ask, my tone rather harsh as I look over at Namjoon. He pretends not to hear me as he puts his headphones in.

"He's fucking ridiculous." Y/n scoffs, speaking to no one in particular. "What is his problem?" Jimin asks, clearly not filled in on any of what was happening.

Yoongi makes a face as he pulls out the note from second period. I was surprised he hadn't chucked that.

He hands the note over to Jimin who reads it carefully, dropping the paper, and his smile, as he finishes reading.

"Wow." Is all he manages to say. Y/n pushes her food away from her, clearly not hungry anymore.

Jimin takes the paper and rips it up and then tosses it in the trashcan. Y/n looks over at him and smiles a bit. He smiles back and in front of everyone, he gives her a peck on the lips.

It was like a car crash, and I couldn't look away. I felt a tightness in my chest as I forced myself to avert my eyes.

When I look over, I see Namjoon looking right at me. "Yeah, not hurt." Is all he says before he stands up and leaves the cafeteria.

Luckily, no one heard him but me. I sigh as I too push my food away, my appetite completely gone.

The rest of lunch, I don't say much of anything, and Namjoon doesn't come back. With how things were currently, I need to talk to Namjoon.

I have to and asap.

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After school I let Y/n know I was going to talk to Namjoon and so she caught a ride home with Jimin. I'm sure that didn't bother her, so all was well.

As Namjoon was getting in his car, I stopped him. "Follow me to my place? We need to talk." I say and luckily, he doesn't argue it, just agrees.

We both get in our cars and head to my place. Once we get there, we head inside and up to my room.

"Okay, so what's the problem, seriously? You can't just go around being a dick to Y/n because of something you think I feel." I say, sighing.

Namjoon scoffs. "Think? I know how you feel Jin. It's obvious especially after seeing the two of them kiss."

"You've got it all wrong. Plus, like I said, our breakup was mutual so don't pin it all on Y/n. We were both the ones who decided we were better as friends. I don't know why you have some different idea of what happened but stop. Seriously, I'm fine with it and you should be too."

"You're not though. You can say you are all you want but I saw how you were after the breakup, Jin. I know you're hurting seeing her with your best fucking friend. I'd be pissed if I were you. Scratch that, I am pissed, and you should be too. Regardless of if you're over her now or not, I know you were in love with her back then and that doesn't just go away, especially when you still spend every fucking day with her." Namjoon steams. 

"When have you had time to heal and get over her? Right, you haven't. So, you can feed yourself that bullshit all you want but I don't buy it. I'm pissed because I can't stand the thought of having to see you like that again or now possibly Jimin. I won't do it. I won't let her hurt you like that again. If that makes me an asshole, so be it."

Namjoon was fuming and I was staring at him shocked, unable to speak.

When I finally find the words to speak, my voice cracks as tears jerk at my eyes.

"You're right...I haven't had time to move on. I'm still in love with her, Namjoon."