Something like love || KSJ

𝒯𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓎 | 20

"I take you made up with Namjoon." Jin grins into the phone camera as soon as I answer it.

"Yeah, but how did you know so fast?" I ask, just having ended the call with Namjoon not even five seconds ago.

"He just screamed at the top of his lungs. He's very happy." Jin laughs and that makes me crack a huge smile.

"Well, I'm happy too. I'm glad we finally made up." I say, feeling that same sense of relief.

"Me too, I was hoping you guys would eventually. He also hit me for not telling him we were back together so that hurt." Jin says in a pout.

"I'm sorry, I assumed you had told him." I say and Jin shakes his head. "No, I figured it would be better coming from you. I was actually surprised Jimin hadn't told him seeing as he was the first person to know." Jin says and I nod, feeling a twinge of guilt.

"How is he doing with all of this, by the way?" I ask, frowning. I had told Jimin everything, of course, but we hadn't talked as much as I'd have liked to afterwards.

We agreed to stay friends, so I'm not worried about that, I just want to make sure he was okay with Jin and I being together now, even though he seemed like he was.

The last thing I wanted was to hurt him again and ruin our friendship too. I just wanted to make sure he was actually okay with it like he said.

"He's doing surprisingly great, actually." Jin says, seeming happy to say it. I let out a small sigh of relief.

"Good, I'm glad." I say and Jin purses his lips. "Have you two talked recently?" He asks and I shake my head, frowning. "Not really, no. That's why I wanted to ask." I say.

"I'm sure he's just busy, is all. He just recently started a new job and is really busy with all of that, so don't worry." Jin says, trying to be reassuring which I was really grateful for.

I nod as I let it go for now, not wanting to stress over something I'm more than likely just overthinking.

"Aside from that, the guys and I were talking, and we decided we all want to come visit! The guys really want to see your new place and of course, I wouldn't mind coming to see you again." Jin says, smiling from ear to ear.

"I would love that! I miss all of you so much. Do you know when you were planning that so I can let me work know to get some time off ahead of time." I say and Jin nods, proceeding to tell me sometime this month and that he would have to give me an exact date at a later time.

"I'm definitely down for that. When you guys decide an actual day let me know and I'll make sure everything is ready for you to come. It will be so fun!" I say, feeling excited.

Of course, another part of me was a bit worried just because it may be a little weird. For Jimin, me, and Jin...

I knew there was bound to be a moment all three of us were together in a setting again. It was inevitable so might as well get it out of the way now.

Even though I knew that would be somewhat uncomfortable, I wasn't going to let it stop me from hanging out and seeing everyone again.

I missed them all so much, even Jin. Despite what's gone on between us, he's also my best friend. After seeing him everyday for years to not seeing him much at all, it makes me miss him that much more.

"When we come visit I absolutely have to take you out on a real date." Jin says with a soft smile on his lips.

I smile, loving how excited yet nervous he seemed. It made me think back to when we dated before and how nervous we both were.

It was all so new back then and everything was so terrifying yet exciting and fun.

I was looking forward to seeing how things would be between us now that were older and know how relationships and other stuff related to it, works.

"I would love that." I say, unable to contain my smile.

"Good because I'd have been really sad had you declined." Jin says with a frown then quickly cracks a smile afterwards.

"Well good thing I wouldn't dream of declining then, huh." I laugh.

Jin smiles softly, looking at me with such a soft expression I could feel the love radiating off of him.

As we sat there and talked about the most random stuff, I couldn't help but to think about how lucky I was.

I was happy that I had Jin and lucky that even after everything we've been through, he still wanted to be in my life.

He didn't despise me for my childish and selfish mistakes I had made and I was super grateful for that.

Now that I was given this second chance, I was going to make sure I didn't mess it up this time.

All I had ever wanted was for Jin to be happy and now that I'm no longer young and naive, I know what not to do in certain situations.

From this day forward, I planned to be the best girlfriend I could possibly be and to never, ever, hurt Jin again.

Not that I would ever even dream of it.

After all, Jin is the love of my life.

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