Something like love || KSJ

𝐸𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓃 | 18

Y/N'S POV~

It had been exactly three hours since Jin had shown up at my door and not even thirty minutes since we made up for every single moment we've spent apart, including the years after our breakup.

We were now laying in each other's arms, filling each other in on how the past two years have gone for us.

"I got a job, it pays very well and I like it there. I've been there a whole year already." Jin says as he runs his hand aimlessly over my bare back.

"I'm glad you've found something you enjoy doing. I always knew things would work out for you back home." I say, pulling the blankets up.

Jin shifts slightly, a frown taking over his features. "Speaking of home...do you plan to ever come back?"

I let out a soft sigh as I move up, reaching for my shirt and slipping it over my head. I hear Jin make a slight noise, showing me that he already knew exactly what I was going to say.

"You always knew it would come to this, Jin...I want to continue starting my life out here." I say, glancing over at him.

"So where does that leave us? We're so far away..." He starts then frowns. "This wasn't just a hookup and then never talk to me again, was it?"

"Of course not." I scoff then add, "Unless that's what you were thinking." I say and right away, Jin shakes his head.

"Absolutely not. I wouldn't have come all this way just to sleep with you and leave. I love you, you idiot. I want to be with you."

I laugh, having missed this. I missed being around Jin. He's my best friend and the love of my life, what can I say.

Enough time has passed for me to realize and come to terms with that...and I'm glad I did.

"Good, because I love you too and I also want to be with you. We'll just have to figure out the distance. I think we'll be okay, we went two years apart, what's a little longer." I say.

Jin groans. "Yeah, that was different since we weren't together. Now I'm going to miss you extra." Jin says and I laugh as I lean forward, bringing my face close to his.

"Then I'll just have to give you something to hold you over until next time." I smirk and right away, Jin seems fine once again.

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"Do you plan to tell the guys that we're back together?" I ask Jin as we lay there, his arms wrapped around my waist tightly.

"Did you want me to? I'm not sure how you left things off with the guys, and with Jimin..." Jin says, sounding standoffish.

"I've talked with Jimin, don't worry. Although if you feel you should, that's completely up to you. As for the others...not so much. I talk to them here and there, but I've barely spoke to Namjoon since I left. Even that day, he didn't seem to care that I was leaving so I just assumed our friendship was over..." I say, feeling a sadness wash over me.

In my two years alone here, I had done a hell of a lot of reflecting and thinking back on the situation and my once anger has now turned into sadness.

I had lost Namjoon as a friend and that hurt. I didn't want things to turn out like that and I definitely regretted how things went down.

"Y/n, I promise you he doesn't care anymore. After you left, the two of us had a huge talk and he feels the exact same way you do. He hasn't reached out because he figured you wanted nothing to do with him after how he acted." Jin says and for a moment I feel hopeful.

"So, he doesn't hate me?" I ask, feeling tears pricking the back of my eyes. "No, not at all." Jin says.

"Good." I say, mostly to myself as I try to hold back my smile. After so long of thinking I'd never have Namjoon as a friend anymore, it felt great to know he didn't hate me.

"I'll call him, thank you for that." I say and Jin smiles and nods, placing a single kiss on my temple.

"That being said, I will tell the guys about us. I'm sure they'll be glad we came together again after all this time." Jin smiles and I can't fight the smile that pulls at my lips too as I agree.

I was so glad that Jin and I had found our way back to one another. I know I shouldn't have ended things to begin with, but I can't change the past. I'm just glad I hadn't lost him forever because I don't know what I would have done. I love Jin and I won't ruin it, not this time.

"Okay." I smile, snuggling into his chest. This had always been the safest place and the place I felt most at peace.

What I assumed was puppy love back then had turned out to be the love you could only ever dream about.

Jin is that love for me and I would never take that for granted or let it slip away from me again.

I made that mistake once and I promise you, it won't happen again.

"Now that you're my girlfriend, I expect you won't make any more ex-boyfriend jokes towards me." Jin half laughs but I shake my head and grin.

"No of course I will. I still have to tease you because now you're my ex ex boyfriend." I wink and Jin laughs as he grips my waist tighter, bringing me as close as he can.

"I love you, even if you are my ex ex girlfriend." Jin says and I can't help but to laugh as I lean into him, closing my eyes and letting his warmth surround me.

"I love you, Jin."

I can feel Jin smile into my back, his soft lips against my skin.

"I love you, Y/n."