Something like love || KSJ

𝐹𝒾𝒻𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓃 | 15

Nearly a week had passed, and y/n hadn't spoken to me at all.

She seemed to try her best to avoid me, even in class. 

She had taken a new permanent seat in the back of the class, as far away from me as possible.

Although it bothered me that she seemed to want nothing to do with me, I couldn't help but hold on to that small idea that she might still be in love with me.

Maybe it was a stretch but with what she said and how she acted when I confronted her, I had fully convinced myself that my assumption was right.

It wasn't like I could talk to her about it more since she purposely went out of her way to avoid me.

Come to think of it, I hadn't seen Jimin much either to ask if she had said anything.

I had no facts, just my assumptions.

I sigh as I sit down at the lunch table, keeping my distance from Namjoon who I still hadn't said very much of anything to since that day.

"Where's Jimin and y/n? Skipping lunch again?" I ask, looking around to see him and y/n were nowhere to be found again. 

"You didn't hear? Not that this is much of a shock to anyone given her history, but she broke up with Jimin. Broke his heart just like I knew she would." Namjoon says in a scoff.

My eyes shoot in his direction, that being the last thing I had expected him to say.

"They broke up?" I ask, stunned. My throat suddenly felt extremely dry.

"I told you, she's never going to change. Exactly what I said was going to happen, happened. Now look, another one of our friends has been hurt by her." Namjoon says and without saying anything, I stand up, storming out of the cafeteria.

I look in the one place I knew y/n would be. Just as expected, I find her up on the roof of the school, eating her lunch in the corner.

Although it was more of her aimlessly poking it with her fork then actually eating it.

"You broke up with Jimin?" Is the first thing that comes out of my mouth.

Y/n doesn't even look up and acknowledge me.

"Why? Why did you do it?" I ask, my jaw clenched as I step in front of her, making it very known that I was there.

Y/n merely laughs, weakly. She doesn't raise her eyes to meet mine. In an exhausted voice she speaks. 

"This is what Namjoon wanted. He said it was for the best. To end it before I ruined him too, so I did. I ended it."

I felt a sense of disappointment. For my own selfish reasons, I was hoping she had broken up with him because of our talk.

I was a horrible person to have wished that she had broken up with Jimin because she knew I was right about her still being in love with me.

"Y/n, I..." but I stopped myself, knowing that this wasn't the right time to say what I wanted to say.

"I'm sorry." I say instead as I take a seat beside her with a sigh.

"Maybe I'm just not meant to be happy. I was happy with Jimin, you know. I really do care about him, but Namjoon doesn't seem to think so. I was just so fed up with Namjoon's constant remarks and after the talk I had with him, I knew I had to break things off with Jimin. I don't want to hurt him anymore, so I ended it. I'm horrible. I keep hurting everyone I date. I hurt you and now Jimin. This is exactly what Namjoon kept saying all along." Y/n says, her voice defeated.