This chapter is about my dream about Sebastian, from black butler. ENJOY YOUR TOUR OF MEH MIND! I will write in a different format than I regularly do.
I was panicking. The end was here. Luckily, Sebastian was there. He would be there for me. I climbed on to the bus that awaited us outside my house. I looked for Sebastian, he had followed me in. "Sebastian?!" I yelled. He was not here! Then I remembered, if I snapped, he would be here. Then I thought, What if he is doing something important? Then I thought, What if he is dying? I pushed those thoughts away. Whatever he is doing, he would be ok. I have faith in him.
•• time skip ••
The bus driver handed me a cute puppy. "Awwwww!" I said. "Sebastian! Look at...." Then I remembered. He was still gone. My heart sank. We drove on. Soon, we started to pick up passengers. The bus driver took the puppy and said something about giving it to its owner. I sighed, sad that I would lose the puppy too. My loneliness was not unnoticed. The passengers and bus diver kept on glancing at me. My selfishness got the better of me. I snapped my fingers together. Sebastian appeared on the floor of the bus. My relief was unlike any feeling before. "Sebastian....." my voice asked a question. "Nothing" he answered gently. I was content. The bus driver handed me a bowling hat. "There is a party we must go to."
I nodded. My cousins party. It was a fancy party. They would finally meet Sebastian. I looked at Sebastian. He was gone again. I decided that I would call him back at the party. That did not keep me from worrying about him. Oh how I wish My Love did not have to go on dangerous missions.
--Time skip--
We finally arrived and I somehow had a fabulous red dress on. I put on the black bowler hat. (remember, this is my dream) and walked though the door. My cousins greeted me warmly. Just because it was the end of the world does not mean that party's were not to be held. The party was very short. I snapped inconspicuously. Sebastian appeared again. Again my relief was like a flood, washing away my worries. I turned my back to him to go get him a drink. When I came back, he was again gone. Yet again, my sadness was like a tornado. Ripping me apart. It's probably something VERY important. I said to myself.
•• time skip ••
We were leaving the party. I walked into my cousins garden. I snapped again. I looked around. Sebastian was leaning against a bush, sitting down. I ran over. When I saw him close up, my heart ripped in two. My sadness, no, misery, was ripping me apart, piece by piece. He was dead. My Love. I screamed, a scream so filled with misery, so full with sadness, that everything seemed to stop. My cousins came out. They saw me, sobbing, in front of what was My One And Only Love. It felt as if someone had ripped out my heart. They just stood there. In a shocked silence. Ciel (did I spell that right?)emerged from the bush. I never liked her. "He has been dead for 10 months" She simply stated. "That can't be right!" I exclaimed, my voice still full of misery. "He was with me today." I told her, remembering his soft touch when he told me, 'nothing.' I looked back at My Love. His handsome face was bloated and red. Only I, and Ciel, could tell it was him. I reached out to touch his face, sobbing, "oh My Love....." over and over again.
-- reality --
I bolted up in bed. My heart still pumping, but still terribly sad. I texted my friends,
"I dreamed of Sebby."
Even still, as I sit, writing this, I am sad.
To my friends who are wondering, yes, he made my list.
