Endless Love [ProfxStudent]

Chapter 41

PORTIA

"Ayoko nga sabi," I gasped upon seeing my dress completely ruined. I took a lungful breath and calm my nerves.

The doctor warned me about this, about her sudden changing moods. I completely understand, I'm not complaining at all. To be honest, I'm beyond thankful that she's with us, again.

She's unconscious for month. At hindi nga nagkamali ang doctor when they told us that she might have paraplegia.

"I'll change my clothes first," Good thing I brought some clothes with me. Dito na rin kasi ako minsan natutulog sa kanila kapag sobrang pagod ko na.

I came from school and went here only to find out that she hasn't eaten anything yet.

Its been two months, at nakakailang nurses na rin kami but all of them just can't stand being with her for hours.

Ako at si Tita Harriet lang ang matagal na nakakasama nya.

She became moody, parating galit and she even refuse to take a therapy session para mabilis ang pagre-recover nya. I sometimes want to reprimand her because she's too hard-headed.

Hindi naman sya ganito noon. Napapadalas din ang atake ng anxiety nya. She's crying every night, and all I could do is watch her.

Wala akong magawa eh.

Ayaw nyang nilalapitan sya, she doesn't even wanna talk to anyone. Gusto nyang parating mag isa. And that literally broke my heart into tiny pieces. I'm her girlfriend, pero wala man lang akong magawa to lessen the pain she's experiencing.

I went to the kitchen to ask another set of foods for Shevaya. Sinabihan ko rin na ihatid na lang sa kwarto ng huli dahil magbibihis pa ako.

I look at my wrist watch. It's nearly eight, kaninang alas dyes pa ng umaga ang huling kain ko. But funny that I couldn't feel anything. Kahit pagod ay wala.

I choose to wear a comfy outfit.

Baka mas mahirapan pa akong pakainin iyon this time.

Gustong gusto ko ng bitawan ang posisyon ko sa school at sa company to focus on Shevaya, isa sa rason kung bakit late ko ng napuntahan ito.

I talked to Tita Ice and asked for help. I want her to find someone that she could trust, by then, I'll untrust my position to that someone.

"What the hell?" my jaw flexed slightly open.

I was shock seeing her on the damn floor. Malalaki ang hakbang na lumapit ako rito. She's crying and cursing at the same time. Paulit ulit nyang tinatapik ang binti.

"Shevaya," I sternly called her name. "Stop." I said with so much authority. "Shevaya, I said stop." I held her hand.

"I can't feel the p-pain, I c-can't feel it. H-hindi ako makatayo." I let her cling unto me and hug her while she's crying. Sabi ko magpapakatatag ako para sa'ming dalawa.

But here I am again, crying with her.

"M-ma'am," it broke me everytime she calls me that. Kasi alam ko na ang kasunod, she'll say her sorry again. Walang katapusang paghingi ng tawad. "I'm s-sorry,"

I bit my lower lip and averted my gaze. Huminga ako ng malalim. I can't bear seeing her like this. Pero kumpara sa nauna nyang sitwasyong, maayos na ito.

"I'm s-sorry, h-hindi ko sinasadyang i-itapon yung pagkain." I abruptly nodded my head.

"I know, I know that." I wipe her tears, kahit na yung pisnge ko ay basang basa rin ng luha. Nanlalabo rin ang mata ko but that didn't stop me on helping her.