FRED'S POV:
NASHVILLE, TN, AUGUST 24, 1986"Come on, Fred, don't be a big baby."
He said, almost as if he was teasing me.
"You aren't scared, now, are you?"
He added.
Something about him calling me a big baby, I just didn't like it.
Yeah, I may be the youngest but that doesn't mean I'm a baby or just scared.
I wanted to prove myself, but I knew that there would be consequences, even for that.
And I didn't really want to face the repercussions.
But then again, if I face them, would I become a cocky person?
I'm not a cocky person, and I certainly don't want to have a big ego.
"I don't know, Derek."
"Come on, give it a try. If you don't like it, it's fine, I won't bother you anymore. "
He said simply.
"So?"
He asked as he sat and got to work with the drug.
Putting some on this curved spoon.
"What do you say?"
"I'm not sure, Derek. I don't want to be addicted to anything."
"You won't, I promise."
"And how do you even know that?"
"Because I use heroin every other day, I don't seem addicted, do I?"
"Well, no?"
"See. It's all about... control."
He said as he turned the lighter on.
I bit my inner cheek as I watched the fire slowly start to melt the crystal.
"Come on, Fred. Just once."
He said.
I sighed.
"Can I just snort it?"
"Shooting up is the best way. I promise you."
He said.
My eyes stayed on the crystal.
"Ok."
I simply said.
I honestly don't know why I said that.
It didn't take long for it to have melted completely.
"Ready?"
He asked as he pulled on the syringe, pulling up some of the melted crystal.
"Yeah."
I said.
"This is going to help find your vein a lot faster."
He said as he grabbed a band, and started wrapping it around my arm, tightly enough.
"Ok."
He started to get the syringe close to my left arm.
"Derek?"
"Yeah?"
"I- I don't know about this."
"Don't worry. You'll be fine. Besides, the show starts in about 5 minutes, you could use a boost of energy and something to help calm the nerves."
He said.
For some reason, I believed him.
"Ready?"
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