Fighting for life

Let the circus begin 

I wake up early feeling anxious but with the reassuring warmth of being wrapped in Harry's arms there is no question on this, it is just what feels right.

" Baby" I hear to my side and as twist in Harry's arms facing him.

"Hi" I say softly.

" It will be ok" his soft morning voice is divine which sends tingles straight to my toes.

" You don't know that this could drag on for months, even years maybe".

I can't think about this anymore, it is seeping into my mind and taking over everything , consuming every thought and every moment.

" Kiss Me" I say bringing my lips to Harry's, it's gentle, soft and perfect before urgency seeps in and our lips are moving feverishly.

I hear a moan leaves my lips as Harry's weight pushes me further into the mattress.

We pull apart as a siren shrills thought the air signaling breakfast, which means we have to move from our cocooned sanctuary.

" Time to get up love birds" I hear Whistler voice say "Tomlinson, after mess hall I hear you heading the court, I hope they fry your fucking ass" His words hit me head on making me shiver, I cringe as his words seep into my mind and take hold.

" Don't listen to him baby".

" I just don't understand it Hazza, he hates me, and I have no reason as to why, I had never meet him until I ended up in here".

" Maybe he is just an arsehole baby, let's go breakfast awaits".

" Hey lads, let's go eat" Niall pops his head in the cell door, I hear a chuckle at my side as I turn to Harry smirking.

" Always thinking about the food hey Niall"

" Can't help it, Styles it's a highlight of my day, in this place there isn't much to look forward to least the food is consistent."

" Consistent of crap" I hear Harry say laughing.

We make our way to mess hall falling into the usual pattern of lining up, collecting food, finding our table.

I push my food around the tray not really interested in anything on it.

" Come on baby you need to eat".

" I'm not hungry".

" You have a big day ahead baby, you need to have something in your stomach".

" Oh wait, do you have court today? "Zayn asks.

" Yeah" Is all I can bring myself to say.

I feel Harry's hand making slow gentle strokes of comfort on my leg, making me feel grounded in a way, the warmth from his palm slowly spreads as he squeezes and strokes my leg.

" It's a bit tense in here today" Zayn speaks, I watch as his eyes skirt around the room.

" Do you think there will be more trouble?" I asked feeling a bit anxious, I don't want to go through what we did the other day so soon again.

" There is bound to be, seems it's not going to end any time soon, not until they at least decide on a new leader" Zayn shares a look with Harry.

The room feel tense as I shuffle myself closer to Harry, I can't wait to get out of here.

" Tomlinson" I hear my name yelled out and I turn to Harry looking frightful.

" It's ok, I won't let anything happens to you?".

I hear my name called again and I don't turn or acknowledge it, I just sit quiet beside Harry.

On the third call of my name, I feel my body tense up with fear, and even more so when I see a shadow fall at my side.