Everything happens a first time -elmax-

First sleepover

Thursday

El wasn't sure anymore if Max would come to her sleepover. Max had been avoiding El since the coke 'incident'. El didn't want to tell Max anymore. She doesn't have any hope on Max liking her back. Will figured out Max is still lesbian and that the fake boyfriend stuff didn't change.

El spotted Max in a distance. El was mesmerized by Max looks. She always looked so good.

El stood up from her chair and asked if she could use the bathroom. Max was about to walk into her class but El grabbed her wrist and took her away.

'El what are you doing?'

'Are you still coming to my sleepover'

'Oh, I wanted to talk to you about it actually'

'Oh I see, you don't wanna come anymore'

'no, no, I- uh I wanted to ask if I could still come'

'Yes! Ofc' El smiled happily.

'Great. I uh wait after school for you. Tomorrow.'

'Yes, tomorrow!'

Max gave El an awkward smile and walked into class. Max didn't actually want to come anymore she just needs to. She asked her parents and her parents said they would make plans. So if Max was home they would be mad. Max didn't really want to know what they would do so she just hoped that El would still want her there.

Friday

Max was waiting for El after school. It took El very long but she finally showed up.

'Took you long enough'

'Yes, sorry I don't know what took so long.'

Both girls walked to El's home. There was this really awkward silence. They didn't even look at eachother. They just walked.

They arrived at her home. Max already packed her stuff the other day and stuck it in her locker.

'Hey uh, Hop just texted me and said he wouldn't be home until morning. It's just you and me for tonight ' El awkwardly smiled.

Max didn't answer. El played a movie and both of them just watched the movie. No expression on their faces. El was completely lost in her thoughts..She wanted to tell Max but how Max been acting she didn't want to tell anymore.

Before she knew the movie ended. El turned off the TV and looked at Max.

'Why have you been ignoring me these past days?' El asked sharply.

' I haven't-'

'Stop. Please don't. I know you've been avoiding me etc. You are acting so strange to me. Even now, normally when we have a sleepover we would laugh our asses off by now. And see us now, being quite not knowing what to do.'

'El.. it's just..' Max couldn't finish her sentence.

'Max. You can tell me anything'

'It's not you it's.. me. I've tried to ignore my feelings for you but I can't. You make me feel things and it annoyes me so, so much. I don't even know why.'

'You.. you like me?'

Max didn't answer and just looked down.

'If that's the case why the avoiding. Why do you wanna ignore your feelings. You know I uh.. I like you back. Why else would my heartbeat raise so fast whenever I'm with you..'

'Yea I'd figured that out. I read some books about it and I can tell what your heartbeat means when it raises. I've learned the difference. That's why I don't want to feel this for you El. I don't want you to like me. Please just go back with Mike or find someone better. Everyone but.. not me'

'Why, not you?'

'A lot of reasons. To start, me, I'm me, I'm Max Mayfield. T-'

'And I like Max Mayfield. I like you, I've fell for you'

Max stayed quite. El was so confused. Max liked her and El liked her back, and she knew. Why couldn't they just do like other people. Kiss and be together.

'El. I'm not even human' she chuckled.

'I. don't. care' she said as she grabbed Max hand.

Max took her hand back.

'El. This isn't good, for you to like me. You've been hunting on vampires for we know your entire life. I'm not good for you, I'm a vampire El. I don't think you realise that. I AM A VAMPIRE! I don't want you to make decisions you're gonna regret' Max said while tears forming in her eyes.

'Max I'm not gonna regret this. I've thought about it so much. I know what I'm doing. You didn't kill my brother, it's not your fault. I mean people get killed so much and no one is gonna blame me because I'm also human. I want this, I- I want you'

Both stayed quite for a moment. El layed her hand on Max's. This time Max didn't take her hand back. Max stared at her lap, and El looked at Max. After a few minutes of silence Max looked up at El.

'Well, I don't want you' Max said.She stood up and walked into El's bathroom. She couldn't leave this place. She needed to stay the night. She had no other choice.

El felt tears running off her face. She layed down in her bed with her head in her pillow. She was crying so hard. To get the El's bathroom you need to go into El's room so Max could hear El crying.

Max felt so bad for El. Ofc Max wanted El but everything was so messy right now. Max looked at herself in the mirror. 'I'm so a bad person' she thought to herself. She squeezed in her arm until it was bleeding. She felt so insane bad for El. Max felt to guilty she walked out the bathroom. She saw El laying in her bed.

Max didn't hesitate and layed next to her wrapping her arm around her waist. Max layed her head into El's neck.

'I'm so sorry' Max said sobbing. 'I just.. I don't know what to do, I really like you, I do' Max said crying. El had calmed down.

'Then why can't you just be with me' El said in tears.

'Because.. you killed me'

El turned to face Max.

'What are you talking about?' El asked.

'I'm not here El, I'm still in my room.'

El started to freak out. She sat up straight and looked Max straight into the eyes.

'It's time to wake up El. Go look for me with the other's. They're waiting for you to join them. You don't actually think I would forgive you so quick. Oh El..' Max said.

'H- how do I wake up then'

'I can help, but you won't like it' Max said. El just nods. Max grabbed a knife and stabbed El, and El.. woke up.

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