Sleepover // YOONMIN

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- hyung...I like you.

Yoongi freezes. His heart races faster but he pulls away from the hug.
- what are you talking? It's probably the alcohol.

- hyung...
Yoongi cuts him before he could speak anything.
- Jimin-ah you're too drunk. You should just sleep.
- sleep with me. Jimin holds yoongi's hand. Tight.

Yoongi looks at the hand, held by Jimin.
- Jimin-ah, please stop saying stuff like that.
Yoongi bites his lower lip while his eyes were on the floor. Yoongi felt so jittery. He didn't want to feel that way but he couldn't help it, the moment jimin's soft hand grabbed his.

- hyung, I know I overreact on the smallest things and it can be annoying sometimes and y..you probably don't even like me but I have to tell you this. He tears up. I..I really really likee you so much.

- "Jimin" Yoongi sighs softly. He presses his lips into a thin line. You're drunk and I don't know if whatever you're saying...is true or under the influence of alcohol. Yoongi swallows the lump in his throat.

Jimin wipes the tears rolling down his face before speaking.
- hyung, don't you, don't you know we tend to speak t..truth when we're drunk.
He sniffles.
Hyung, I don't expect you to like me back, I..I know I'm annoying, but I really wanted you to know it. I like you so fuckin...

Yoongi covers jimin's mouth with his hand to stop him from talking. Jimin looks at Yoongi with wide eyes. Yoongi slowly nods his head into a no, his lips trembling.

Yoongi could feel jimin's soft plump lips against his palm.
He runs his thumb slowly on Jimin's soft lips. Jimin looked right into yoongi's eyes. Right now, he wasn't shy, he could keep looking at those beautiful eyes.

Yoongi moved his hand slowly onto jimin's neck. His fingers moving gently on his neck, feeling his soft skin. Jimin nibbled onto his lower lip, so nervous of the close proximity. He felt the cold touch of the elder, he was breathing heavily. Yoongi pulled him closer, grabbing him by his waist, his eyes staring at the youngers lips and back into his eyes.

"Jimin...can I kiss you?" Yoongi whispered.

Jimin's lips parted slowly, he could suddenly feel his heart racing, beating louder than ever. He never felt this way before and it was definitely the best feeling.

He grabbed the collar of yoongi's shirt, pulling him closer, eyes shut, he pressed his lips against yoongi's soft ones.

Yoongi almost froze for a second, his heart was pounding due to all the excitement. Jimin was about to pull away but before he could,
Yoongi grabbed him tight, kissing him back.

His big hand moved across jimin's jaw while the other hand was on jimin's waist, holding him closer. Jimin loved it, he loved his lips against yoongi's. He loved how yoongi touched him, so gently.

Yoongi pinned him against the wall while Jimin made heavy breathy sounds. He pulled away from the kiss only to see Jimin gasping for air, he leaned onto the youngers body planting soft kisses all over his neck. Jimin bit his lower lip as he let out soft moans. He had a hold of yoongi's hair and caressed him softly.

Yoongi softly stroked his fingers on jimin's forearm, he looked up at Jimin.
For some reason he looked so fucking pretty. Yoongi didn't want to take his eyes of him. It felt like he had just kissed the most beautiful human on earth.
Yoongi moved his hand down to hold the soft chubby ones. He intertwined his fingers with jimin's, both looking down at their hands locked.

- OH... MY GODD! am I dreaming?

Jimin and yoongi freeze, they look at eachother before looking in the direction of the familiar voice. They moved away from each other as they saw namjoon standing at the door.

- The fuck! Yoongi panicked.
- shit sooo sooorryyy, I probably spoiled the moment, continue!
- wait! you better pretend to have not seen a thing. Yoongi warned.
- umh yeah, yeah I could do that. Namjoon shrugs shoulders nodding his head.

Jimin was just looking at the two of them, feeling the most awkward he could.
- anyways y'all come down, we're doing the cake cutting. Hoseok's been waiting.
- yeah, yeah let's gooo. Jimin walks out after namjoon in hurry. Yoongi follows.

• • •

Yoongi was zoned out, completely! He couldn't believe he had just kissed Jimin.
Yoongi was feeling all kinds of emotions at the moment.
All this time, he kept suppressing those thoughts and feelings he had about Jimin. Deep down he wanted it so bad and today he felt good, soo goood!

Jimin's lips were swollen pink, and with he blush on his face anybody would know he just made out.
For him it meant everything, he had thought about this exact moment always, not that he knew it would ever happen. The whole kiss, every second of it, felt just so right! Yoongi looked unimaginably gorgeous. Jimin's cheeks were so pink, he couldn't stop blushing about it.

It was going good, although since jimin was shy he was sticking to taehyung for a while.
Hoseok cut the cake and yoongi was the first person he looked at to feed the bite.
That exact moment when he met eyes with hoseok, he felt a twirl in his stomach. Suddenly he felt weird, it was guilt, he felt super guilty.

He knew how much hoseok liked him. They weren't even a thing but he felt like he cheated. Hoseok didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve to be sad, and yoongi couldn't help but feel guilty after kissing Jimin. It was not his fault. They weren't dating. But again it was Yoongi who took so long to realise what he feels for hoseok. It all felt so wrong suddenly.
He just didn't want hoseok to be hurt, he really cared for him.

Yoongi and Jimin didn't quite talk about what had happened up there in the room, they both remained quite. Jimin mostly blushed looking at yoongi whereas Yoongi was trying to avoid meeting eyes with Jimin. After he had been hit with the guilt he only wanted to stay alone. Jimin noticed the change in his body language, he tried to talk to him but he was only ignored.

Yoongi's head was all over the place and all he wanted was to be alone right now.
He left the apartment, he decided to drive someplace far.
Hoseok did not even notice that but Jimin did.
Jimin had his eyes on him and he had seen him walk out of the apartment.

He followed Yoongi who went walking towards his car.
- hyung....yoongi hyung!

Yoongi turned around to see Jimin walk towards him.
- what happened? Yoongi asked.
- what do you mean what happened hyung? Alot happened! Jimin replied as his cheeks turned pink.

Yoongi turned around and started walking again ignoring the younger.
Jimin walked behind him.
- hyungg? What's wrong with you? I'm talking to you, don't walk away like this. Jimin seemed confused and pissed with the elders behaviour.
- don't talk to me and don't follow me.
- hyung? Please can you wait for a second!!
- no Jimin I cannot.
- why? I wanna talk to you!
- I don't!
- hyung, why are you acting like this?
- Yoongi sighs. Jimin just go inside.

He turns back to walk away, but Jimin holds him by his wrist.
- hyung! Why did you kiss me?