Sleepover // YOONMIN

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- Jimin-ah, you need to focus. Hoseok said for the nth time now.
- fuck! I'm sorry I'm sorry. He sighs.
- if you're tired you can rest. Hoseok said.
- no no, I'll ugh..I'll focus.
- okay let's go one more time.

Jimin was so exhausted these days, he was working too hard and there was no peace of mind. He always only thought of the things that he could have done in a different way so that it would turn out better.

- great, this was better than before. Hoseok complimented. He knew Jimin well enough to know what he was going through. He didn't let the boy go deep into his thoughts because it would only hurt him.

But this couldn't be helped at night, when Jimin was alone and there was nobody to distract him. He wasn't doing well honestly. Even if it did look like it.
It was his final year in college and he just didn't know what he was doing anymore. He was never weak in his academics but he didn't do well these days. He knew where he lacked, he wanted to improve because he couldn't afford having low grades but nothing really worked out.
His therapy was being in the bathtub for hours with some music on, only for him to cry it all out.
'only love can hurt like this' being his most played song.

It felt so alone without Yoongi. It's true that he wasn't home for most of the times but yet, he was there. He wasn't there when Jimin needed him but yet, he was there. Just his presence was also a comfort. All those mornings when he woke up to that cute kitty face sleeping like that and started his day with a morning kiss, it hurt not being able to do that anymore.

He wasn't going to call Yoongi, he couldn't after everything that happened but yet he kept staring at his phone for nights, hoping Yoongi would call or text. He was waiting, everyday...

He closed his books, after finishing his assignments and fell back on his bed.
He checked his phone as usual before sleeping but instantly sat back up when he saw notifications from Yoongi.

jiminiiie
I'm sorry
so sorry
I hyrt yoi
I wasn't goofd eboungh

Jimin's heart beating faster, he was happy that yoongi texted but he was worried because Yoongi was drunk and he was texting. He usually wouldn't do that but probably he was really drunk and sad. Jimin really started worrying.

Hyung
Are you drunk?
Please tell me you're at the room

I feel so shitty
I didn't give you timw
I couldmt love yiu like you deserved
So shity
I am sorry jimiwnie

Can I call you please?
Tell me you're safe hyung

I didn't break up with you because of what you did
I promnise it's not that
I hate myselfd
I didn't love you right
I fuckec it all up
Jiminie
Pls forgive dme
Sorry
I will never
Ever
Show tou my face again
You derserve bstter Jimin
Soorry

Jimin frowned. Tears came running to his eyes. What do you mean will not show you my face again? He was so mad at yoongi for saying that. But he stopped his tears from falling.

I'm calling you

Jimin calls twice thrice but Yoongi doesn't pick up. He tries once again and the call is received.