Sleepover // YOONMIN

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Namjoon and Seokjin after their dinner
sat on a bench nearby, under the night sky. It was beautiful.
The stars covering up the whole sky, it's twinkling made them smile so bright.
Namjoon always loved such things but having someone you deeply adore, witness the nature's beauty with you! It was perfect. This..it was perfect.

He couldn't stop looking at seokjin with heartfilled eyes, while seokjin looked up at the sky.
- the night sky is so beautiful. Seokjin said smiling.
- that's because of you. Namjoon said looking at seokjin like a fool.
- NO. Thats because the moon is so pretty and the stars that cover the sky.
Seokjin was used to namjoon flirting throughout yet..seokjin couldn't help but smile sheepishly, turning into a red tomato.
- But that's literally the case almost everyday. It's even more beautiful today because my moon radiates it's beauty onto the one in the sky and you see the stars are twinkling, they're so happy, just like me. It felt like Namjoon literally meant each and every word of what he just said. He was different kind of happy at this moment.
- your..moon? Seokjin asked not being able to hide his blush anymore.
- yes, my moon. Namjoon sighed, smiling he looked up at the sky.

Seokjin was too flustered to speak anything. He kept looking at namjoon. How was he going to resist namjoon anymore. With namjoon he felt things he had never felt before. He was extremely happy right now. He leaned forward to peck namjoon's cheek but namjoon had suddenly turned his head back to seokjin.

Seokjin accidentally pecked his lips instead. They both startled. Namjoon looked at him with confusion whereas seokjin was nothing but embarrassed.
- were you trying to kiss me? Namjoon asked confused but amused.
- no..no..why would I..no, I wasn't..
- what the hell was that then? Namjoon pressed his laughter.
- I..I..it was just..there was a bug. Seokjin stuttered.
- sure there was. Namjoon chuckled.
- I'm sorry..I shouldn't have..
Namjoon took his hand and held them between his before he could speak further. Seokjin looked down at their hands.
- I like you, I know I keep flirting with you all the time but I never really got to say this. I think you're someone I really crave to be around and honestly, I myself didn't know how deeply I really feel things for you. What have you done to me Kim Seokjin!!?

Seokjin only kept looking at namjoon, not knowing what to say. His ears were red, he took a deep breath before saying anything but stopped again because namjoon spoke.

- look I know that all this must be alot for you suddenly. You don't have to say anything. I..I just wanted to share.
Seokjin parts his lips but then presses them again.
- come come, let's get home. Namjoon said pulling him as he stood up to leave.
- namjoon-ah, wait. I want to tell you something. Seokjin resists his pull.
Namjoon sits back down, giving all his attention to seokjin.

- what is it? Are you alright? He asked.
- I'm scared...I..I cannot get attached. I don't want to. I like you..I like you too, I wouldn't be here otherwise. I'm just scared. Seokjin confessed.
- you're scared of what? Namjoon asked worried.
- I'm scared if I like you too much, if I get attached, I might lose you and I cannot afford that. You have become important to me and...I want you. Seokjin swallows hard, a tear leaving the rim of his eye.

Namjoon immediately stroked his thumb against seokjin's cheek to wipe the tear off.
- hey hey hey. Namjoon hugged him first. You're not going to lose me. Why would you say that? He asked.
- because it's always been like that. He mumbled.
I'm probably the reason why all the beautiful things are ruined.
- wait NOO. Are you crazy?
- my mom died when I was young, the complications were because of pregnancy, she was carrying me. ME.
Parents got divorced because they kept providing us and mom doesn't wanna live poor anymore.
I had a fight with my childhood friend because he thought I was meddling too much into his life.
- NOOO. Stop thinking like that. Thats not true. You will not say that again. Never. Namjoon protested.