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Guys how about you listen to the songs that are mentioned in the chapters. It'll be great.

- did you seriously break up with him? Namjoon yelled at yoongi.
- yeah. He said.
- w..what? How can you say that so casually? What's wrong with you? Namjoon was so annoyed.
- what was I supposed to do? Keep him tied with me? Yoongi said annoyed as well.
- what the fuck hyung? What do you mean tied? Is that how it works? He didn't fucking kiss jungkook. Please don't make a big deal out of this.
- namjoon-ah...he did not kiss because jungkook stopped him and the next moment he saw me. Yoongi explained calmly. I don't want to keep him tied to me when I know I won't be there for him, the way he needs me. He said.

- you think I want this? You think I am happy doing this? Yoongi asked.
- but you still are doing it hyung?? Make it sense! He said.
- do you not see that he needs love, he needs affection, attention? I am not able to give it to him, I couldn't do it when I was with him, what do you think will happen when I go to Japan?
Do you think he will not try this again? It's a human tendency namjoon-ah. I want him to be loved. If I'm not the right person for him, I hope he finds someone that can love him better. He said. These are small things but it's hard to understand it all.
- what about you then? What about your heart? I know you love him still.
What about that? Namjoon asked.
- Nothing. I don't think I can do much about it. I failed to be a better boyfriend.
Yoongi said exhaling a deep breath.
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He cried everynight to sleep. He at times regretted every word he said to Jimin before leaving that place. He wasn't working at all, he couldn't. He had lost the focus. The amount of work piling up was insane.
The man who worked even on holidays couldn't even work on normal days anymore.

Whenever life got this hard, he heard one of his own songs 'people'. It helped him always.

The night before he left for japan he went on a drive. He had to clear his head and start working because there was tons of things he had to work on and it was only piling up.

It suddenly occurred to him and he drove his car to the lake where Jimin had taken him on their first date.
He didn't know why but he wanted to be there.
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The moon was so pretty it was glowing, Yoongi got out of his car took a look at the forest. It was all dark but the moonlight falling all over made it pretty.
He walked towards the lake, it was serenely quite, except for the sounds of crickets and other insects in the forest.
He sat down by the lake, alone. It felt peaceful. Tears started rolling down his cheeks when he was reminded of his time here with Jimin. He missed him.
He spent some time there, in the quite.

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- taehyung-ah you didn't have to drive me to the airport, it's your final year you shouldn't miss classes. Yoongi said.
- hyung, I'm gonna miss you. He said.
- me too.
- it's so funny because when you were here with me, so close we hardly met but now that you're going, it feels like I'll be lonely all over again.
- why would you be lonely, you have great friends. They'll be there for you, yeah?
- everything feels like it's falling apart.
- it's fine...everyone has to go through such phase once in a while, isn't life all about that? Everything will fall back to its place eventually...you need to hold on, have patience and trust the process.
- I love you hyung. I don't know how but you just know how to comfort people when they need it. Taehyung chuckled.
- well I don't know about that...I have been a freak to Jimin. I don't know if I'm good enough.
- I trust you hyung, as you said everything will fall back in place. If you guys are meant to be, you will be.
Yoongi chuckled dryly.

His phone started ringing, it was namjoon.
~ hyung you forgot your luggage full of clothes. Are you crazy? Namjoon was screaming on the call.
~ what? Didn't you load it in the car tae? He asked looking at the boy driving.
Taehyung looked at yoongi hesitantly, apologising.
~ what the fuck hyung. I'll bring it to you. Just wait.
~ fine just be quick.

- hyung but how is namjoon hyung going to get here? Is he taking his bicycle. Taehyung laughed.
- oh my god, I'll probably have to shop new clothes there.
They both laugh because namjoon couldn't drive, it would be late by the time he reached by a public transport.

Taehyung and yoongi waited for namjoon outside. It wasn't much waiting before namjoon got out of a  car. Almost running to give the luggage to Yoongi.
- hyunggg, I'm hereee. Finallyyy. He said huffing.
Yoongi's eyes were on the car. It was familiar.
- thank you. He said looking at the car still.
- I..I had to..I had no option. Namjoon said when he noticed Yoongi looking at the car.

Jimin walked out of the car, eyes glued on Yoongi. The younger took deep nervous breaths as he walked towards him. Yoongi kept his eyes on him too.
He removed his sunglasses and fixed it up on his hair. Jimin stood in front of Yoongi.
- hi. He exhaled a sharp breath.
- h..hi. Yoongi was stunned because the whole walk from the car towards him in that amazing fit gave him butterflies.

They held an eye contact for few seconds before Jimin grabbed the elders face in his palms, tilting his head slightly to touch his lips with yoongi's fiercely.

Yoongi's breath hitched. But he dropped the bags to free his hands and grabbed the younger's waist to pull him closer.
Jimin was nervous when he attempted to do this but he became calm when yoongi's hand touched him. Yoongi kissed him harder.
For this one moment Yoongi just wanted to forget everything and kiss the boy as if there is no tomorrow.

Jimin pulled away from the kiss and took a step behind, releasing himself from yoongi's grip.
- have a safe trip, happy journey! Jimin said as he turned around to walk towards his car.

Yoongi kept staring at the boy, who was walking away in distance.
- what the hell just happened. He mumbled, completely unable to comprehend the situation.

- hyung you should leave, you're getting late. Taehyung said, helping Yoongi with his bags.
- uh, yeah yeah.

Namjoon and Taehyung drop Yoongi off and come back to where Jimin was, waiting in his car.
They both noticed him crying in the car and went to check on him.
- Jimin-ah...please don't cry. Taehyung said.
- h..he's gone. Jimin sobbed.
- he's going to come back in a month Jimin.
- but we're not dating anymore. Even if he comes back, he wouldn't be mine.
- who told you that? Namjoon interrupted.
- he broke up with me. Jimin cried.
- he still loves you. Namjoon said.
- he wouldn't leave me then. Jimin said.
- do you love him? He asked.
- is that a question hyung? Why do you think I'm crying?
- listen Jimin, if you love him wait for him. He'll come around. He loves you and you only. Namjoon said confidently.
Taehyung wiped Jimin's tears and hugged his bestfriend.

A/N
I wonder what'll happen while jimin and yoongi will be away. And oh they would have completed a year if they were together. I hope Jimin waits for yoongi and they sort shit.

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