Sleepover // YOONMIN

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Yoongi turned around and walked out of the place.

- hyung..hyung. Jimin cried out his name.

Yoongi didn't stop, he kept walking towards his car and Jimin followed.

- hyung, wait. We should talk, please. I can explain. Jimin said.

Yoongi stopped, he turned to look at the younger.
- I need some time. Yoongi said in a calm voice. Even though he was burning from inside, he would never yell at Jimin.
He had decided that after the night they kissed for the first time. He felt too bad for screaming at Jimin. He would never do that again, no matter what.

- hyung please, I'm..it's not..

- It was your choice Jimin. You chose it.
Yoongi leaves Jimin defenceless.

• • •

Yoongi drove his car straight home, not Jimin's apartment but to his own, the one he shared with namjoon.

He sat on his couch with a glass of scotch, staring in the space. His mind couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Jimin was about to kiss someone other than him.

Yoongi was full of rage right now but what was he going to do? It still wouldn't change the fact that Jimin wanted to kiss someone that wasn't him.

His mind just won't stop thinking. Since when was this happening? Has he done that before? Was Jimin unhappy? Did he not like him anymore? Was he tired of him?

Yoongi let his head fall back on the couch, he closed his eyes. He couldn't hold back any longer. A drop of tear leaving his eye. He didn't want to cry, so he pressed his eyes tightly, letting all the tears that were collected fall out. He sniffled softly wiping his wet cheeks and chugged the alcohol down his throat.

He felt the burning sensation as he swallowed. Usually it was bearable but it hurt his throat at this moment. It burned, but he still continued to chugg more and more.

Yoongi was drunk just in few drinks. He was exhausted, it was really tiring when he had to overwork. His days were rough already. Upon that it was unpleasant to know that when you're tired, you think of that one person who is your comfort and then you find out that they aren't really your comfort. It hurt.

His phone started ringing.
When he saw it was Jimin, he turned the phone facing down. He wanted to calm his anger, there was no way he was going to talk to Jimin right now.

Namjoon and Seokjin came home with some plans but when they saw Yoongi drunk and lying messily on the couch they were worried.
- hyung? w..what happened? Are you okay? Namjoon asked. He knew Yoongi would get to this level only when things were worst.

Yoongi didn't reply.

- weren't you with Jimin? Seokjin asked.
Yoongi turned his gaze at seokjin.
- did something happen with Jimin? Namjoon asked.

Yoongi sighed.

- yoongi-ah. Seokjin sat next to him. What's wrong? He asked.
Yoongi hugged the elder suddenly and started sobbing.
Seokjin was took by surprise. He looked at namjoon who was worried too when yoongi started sobbing, they had known each other long enough for namjoon to know that Yoongi was really in the worst state right now.

Seokjin comforted Yoongi. He felt glad that he could be there for someone who doesn't break so easily. Yoongi was vulnerable and he needed those comforting and assuring pats that seokjin gave him.

Yoongi would have never let his guard down and cry like that but he was drunk and sad so he couldn't help himself.

- do you wanna tell me what happened Yoongi? Seokjin asked.
- n..no.

The phone was ringing again, seokjin picked up to check who it was.
- do you want to pick up? He asked when he saw the name.
- no. Yoongi said.

Namjoon orfferd Yoongi some water and sat next to him too.
- hyung, did you two fight? He asked.
- no.

It was hard for yoongi to tell them what has happened. He didn't want to believe what he had seen. Saying it out loud was something he feared to do.

- it's fine, you don't have to tell us now. Whenever you feel like, okay? Seokjin said.
Yoongi nodded to that.
- should I get make you something to eat? I'm sure you must be starving.
- n..no don't. I don't think I can eat anything right now.
- hyung, you should eat something. Namjoon said worried.
- no no, I don't...
- fine. You're sleeping then. Seokjin said.

He let Yoongi lie down on the couch. When he closed his eyes, tears came rolling down his cheeks. Seokjin wiped them off.
- don't worry, it'll be alright. He said. We're here if you need anything okay? He said.
- I want to be alone. Yoongi said.
- okay.

• • •

- he isn't picking up, he isn't... Jimin bursts into tears. He couldn't stop crying.
When he saw Yoongi, reality had just hit him hard. What was he doing. Why? When he had a boyfriend. Who was apparently there with flowers to meet him, to meet Jimin.

What had he done! Thank God Jungkook stopped on time, otherwise Jimin would never forgive himself.

- jungkook-ah why is he not answering, what do I do. He cried.
- Jimin, listen calm down please. Give him some time. He wouldn't be in the state to talk right now.
- I want to see him, I need to see him. He was bawling his eyes out.
- Should I drop you home.
- yes, yes please.

- he's not home. Seokjin said as he walked inside.
He's with namjoon at his old apartment.
- w..what? I have to go see him.
- Jimin I don't think it's a good idea. Seokjin said. He isn't talking, not even to us. Just give him some time. He said.
- no no, I have to be there with him. I have to go.
- I will drop you. Jungkook said.
- you're drunk jungkook-ah. You stay here. I'll drop him.

While they both went to see yoongi, jungkook was alone. He sat in his room, holding his knees together.
He just thought about everything that had happened.
It was all so crazy. Jungkook started sobbing because he felt so bad. He felt bad when he saw Jimin crying like that. He felt bad that he had created a problem between the two. He felt bad thinking about what would have happened if he would have let his intrusive thoughts win.

Things had gotten messy but it would have been worst if that happened.
He regretted every moment when he thought he should let go and kiss Jimin.
He regretted it. He kept crying silently.

When seokjin returned, he saw jungkook crying.
- hey, what happened to you? He asked.
- I..I'm sorry. He said
- what for? It's fine, these fights happen all the time. Don't be scared. He said.
Jungkook stares at his elder brother. Seokjin didn't know what had happened. He thought it was a mere fight between the two.

He looked back down before speaking.
- i..it wasn't a fight. Jungkook said.
Seokjin looked at the younger, confused.
- then?
- it i..it was..he saw..he saw me and J..Jimin, we were k..kiss..
- wait what? Jungkook-ah? Are you serious? What the fuck? Seokjin almost screamed in surprise. Why would you two do that?
- no no we..
- you knew right? How could you? Seokjin was pissed, because he did not raise him like that.
- h..hyung listen, we didn't do anything. I stopped it, b..but he saw us. J..Jimin was about to...
- omg! Y'all are crazy. I don't know what to say anymore. Seokjin left his room.

• • •

Jimin stood in front of Yoongi who was asleep. His face was puffy, Jimin touched his cheek softly. It slightly wet due to all the tears.
He sat down on the floor, holding yoongi's hand.
He couldn't help but he sorry. He kept muttering apologies.

He didn't even realise when he had fallen asleep like that with his head resting on the couch.

In the morning, yoongi moved on the couch, he opened his eyes to see Jimin right next to him.
A sudden feeling of bitterness rose within him.

A/N
Talk it out guys, please don't keep misunderstandings
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