PREGNANT FOR BROTHER IN LAW

25: Forgive Me

Xander's P.O.V
Mike was in the parking lot waiting for me as soon as I  saw a text from the new number. I rushed to him and asked what was going on. He said that the guards at my penthouse needs me there urgently, something happened to Vee. I don't know why I was this anxious to get to her instead of sitting down with Kendra and talking things out. I need to make it up to her, she is trying her best, and I can't ignore her for life.

"I will drive," I said jumping into the driver's seat and pushing Mike. I have some erratic driving skills but today I think I will put them to use. Pressing my thumb for the car to recognize my fingerprints, we dash out of the compound. From the side view mirror, I could see Kendra watching in horror. 'Sorry, I hate lying to you but I need to do this.' I took the sharp corner nearly crashing into another vehicle but I didn't care about anything,

"Hey, boss, would you mind taking it slow, I already feel nausea," Mike begged me as I took sharp corners and overtake each vehicle on the road. Let's hope we don't have police on the road who are going to get at me for being this reckless, I swear if there was an ambulance on the road, things would have taken a different turn for me, I can't race with that, it's too risky but considering my situation, it's like when I was called. My dad got into an accident and he was critical, I almost arrived at the hospital in pieces if not for the barricade that helped me.

"Did they say what happened?" I asked Mike while taking the last corner before halting in front of the hotel. No one knows anything about Vee, we always use the back door and I hope she did that when she came in. Looking at Mike, his head was out, I know he is going to puke out the minute he walks out of the car., I walk out and leave him there, he opens the door and the first thing was the loud sound of him puking. I hope it is not on my car, for now, I don't care, I hope he will get over it.

I didn't care about the secretary in the Lobby he nodded for me to walk in and I jumped on my private elevator. Kendra doesn't know about this private hotel, it's only reserved for the members and people rarely recognize it because of its privacy. My hands are itchy and I keep scratching them, now and then, hoping that everything is going to be okay but nothing is okay.

Arriving at the penthouse, the guards are outside looking at me, they salute and I quickly walk into the room. The guard points at the bedroom side. What happened to make Vee come back that quickly? I thought I gave her instructions to follow. To go whenever she wants to never turn back? Why did she defy that order and come back?

"I want everyone out!" I ordered and everyone went out leaving me in the room as I think of what might have happened to Vee for her to change her mind and come back. I tried to adjust my suit, I always want to look okay in front of her and I don't know why.

Walking into the room, my eyes almost popped out of their sockets. On the bed, there were roses thrown all over the bed, looking up, Vee was standing there in a mismatching bra and panties trying to pose like a sex model, she was almost getting it but not the way they used to pose for me when I wanted some of them for my night. Don't get me wrong, she has beautiful pants. It is white with some flowers. A typical baby's pants. I feel like she is still a child, this might be treated as a pedophilia case. I just had to remind myself that she was eighteen. Her bra is red, they are small for her huge breast that is almost falling off the bra because of the small bra cup. She is trying to pose which looks strenuous. Her muscles were seen, and soon she will be tired but she didn't want to show it. Her lips were painted red, I don't know who told her that was a good way to seduce someone.

"What are you doing here?" I asked trying to avoid her body that was tempting me despite all the mismatching things on her body and the strong smell of cheap perfume that was in the room. "I can't take my father, the only way I can take him is if I get pregnant. Kendra will know, and my stepmom will know. I can't do it!" she said her hands still on her hips trying to act calm but I could see she was almost tired from it all. 

I threw my glance at her, she knows very well things won't go the way she wants, sex is the last thing on my mind, and I don't want her to feel like I am taking advances on her. I don't know what to do, I turn around, but her voice stops me in a mid-way, "I a ready, fo—for the one-on-one," she stammers and I turn sharply looking at her.

"No! You are not ready, you can't walk into the room, wearing some mismatching bra and panties, applying some red lipstick on your lips like some prostitute in the street waiting to get someone dollars for blow jobbing someone and ruining my room with these cheap flowers and your bad fragrance of the perfume."

She kept quiet, her hands still dancing on her hips, I could see the tears she was trying to hide. They were threatening to flow down her face, any second, "I don't know why you didn't listen to me!"

"You think it's easy being me? Do you think the pants and bra were cheap? They cost me, I paid for every one of them, I paid for the cheap flowers and the perfume, they said it sets a mood, I couldn't afford matching bra and panties because the set is expensive. I didn't want to look sexy. I wanted to have sex, and make sure I get pregnant. I can't live all my life knowing I didn't give my sister what she wanted, she will be a good mother, I know that."

I wanted to slap the shit out of her, I wanted to push her to that wall and make her take every word that she spat out. This is what Sofie was doing when she was a teen, thinking that boys will fall for her but she later realized that they never made her happy. She hated boys but wanted to be like other girls, is this what Vee is thinking? Does she want to give her ungrateful sister something? Lawd, where did I get such a faithful, pathetic, selfless beautiful person? She needs to be mature enough to know that people wear different faces to please you at different times!

"Wear some clothes, you are embarrassing yourself!" I said and turned on the doorknob but an arm stopped me, she turned me around and looked into my eyes. I know she wants to get this dusted and done, but I am not going to do that. I wanted to throw her hands away, I wanted to walk out but I couldn't, I don't know which sort of witchcraft she had with her eyes so I can't just ignore her. She grabs my hands and pushes me to the wall like an armature stripper, she places her hands on my chest before doing her silly dance and going down on the floor. I can't imagine that she is doing this.

She holds my belt but my hands are quick to grab her, I lift her and throw her to her wall, making sure she doesn't hit anything. I want to do things to her, the way she is very pure, very pure of any actions. I don't know what Josh does with her but she knows nothing about lovemaking, not even a mere touching.

We might as well have this done with, "spread your legs!" I command. She gladly opens it, I bend down to watch her legs. They are groomed with some cheap heels. She tried her best to look sexy but we can't do that. We can't do sexy, she needs to know that I am married and we are only having sex to help me get a baby that Kendra needs so much.

I can't do this, I can't bring myself to do this. At the same time, Kendra wants to announce the pregnancy and we need some evidence to prove that. Fuck me,

"Forgive me," I mumble slowly as I think of every way I could have changed the situation. I didn't mean for any of this to happen, I didn't mean to take things this way. I wish I had the power to just give you everything and walk away without disturbing you.

I don't even remember removing my manhood from my trouser, I don't remember holding it out to get into her, I just couldn't, the content just fell on her pant because I couldn't hold onto myself. As much as I want her, I can't penetrate her. I can't get in her. She is fragile, she needs to know what she is doing. This can as well be a rape case, which I am not going to do.

I placed my little brother back after it embarrassed itself and walked out of the room. I signaled the guards to let her stay for a while. My mind clouded, is didn't know where to head, I didn't know what to do. As much as I had promised Kendra that I will be home for supper, I couldn't look her in the face.