PREGNANT FOR BROTHER IN LAW

15: Let Them Fight....

"Death?"
I widened my eyes looking at her.
She explained to me the same thing that Josh said to me and I had to shut my mouth. seems even after paying that amount, thru still want to erase me from this earth.

So a surrogate?

Yeah, a surrogate, that is what I am going to be. That is what my destiny looks like, I am still wondering if it will get any better. Will I manage to get through all that shit after bearing a baby for her? I have never imagined getting a baby but I have imagined getting married. What will Josh think about it? Will he agree with this? I don't want to disappoint him when my belly starts to grow and then he finds out that I am pregnant. He will think the baby is his and I don't want his drama with Kendra.

"What about Josh?" I ask trying to adjust the apron that now felt so little on my body. I looked around but seems we were only the two of us. She searched around and then started walking all around the place, clicking her jeels to the floor and tapping her finger on the wall.

"What about him? Haven't you guys had sex before?" she asks.

I wanted to say something but I quickly close my mouth before it starts to spill some stupid things to her. She will think that I am stupid and just as they predicted with her mother.  She raises her brows and looks at me.

"Several times, that still doesn't explain what he will say or how will I tell him."

"Yeah, because you are stupid just tell him you were raped and were ashamed to talk about it!"

Is she serious now? Does rape sound like a normal thing to her? I was raped just a month ago and she wants me to say that I was raped? I don't even want to think about that.

"Stop scoffing, unless you are thinking otherwise about this then you will have to be shot in the street by Xander's men for killing our baby!"

I quickly nodded while my head bowed down because I was afraid of everything. Moving from shelter to shelter was also to protect me from The 'White's' family.

I had to agree to everything, say 'yes' and everything goes away, I will be protected by my sister, and I will have a safe place now. I don't know if this should be on the list of complaint sets that I say to dad when I get to visit him on Thursday or should just let it be.

"Good, now, walk, I want to take you back to your stupid boyfriend then I will say you are sorry for running away from him today and you will never do that."

My mind was racing back and forth with a lot of questions to answer. I wanted to think but I couldn't. I wanted to talk but turns out I had to speak all alone.

"You are starting the preparation tomorrow, you will go throw the IVF so, don't think you will have sex with my husband!" said Kendra with anger dancing on every single word that she uttered.

As much as I have been dreaming of having sex with her husband, of late he is not in my mind, all that I thinking about is how I can get myself from the mess that I have created.

She went ahead to rumble how I will be paid in an installment to make sure that I get everything. The down payment was five hundred thousand dollars. That was enticing and I loved it all. I couldn't wait to get that amount.  Though I still held my doubts as I thought of how I am going to have to walk through that pain and all the stress.

The hood was quiet seems like there was no one being slammed tonight. Checking Big Mouth's house, the lights were off, but as soon as the gate opened the lights were on and someone was standing at the window. A cry came out of Whisper's house and I knew that maybe, his husband is back drunk and shouted at the kids or even snatched their food because his wife didn't leave him any.