𝐼𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈. {𝐵.𝐸}

You...WHAT?!

I'm so confused is- is she about to kiss me?! Before I could even think about what to do next I feel her lips against mine.

I've never kissed anyone before. I'm panicking what if I don't do it right- wait oh my god oh my god I'm letting her kiss me?! Before she pulls away I kiss her back.

I've never felt this feeling before its unlike anything I've ever felt I think...Well I know now..I like her.

"Uhm I-" Allison starts.

"I like you." Billie cuts Allison off.

"Oh thank God" Allison says with a sigh of relief.

"So what does that make us?" Billie says sitting down next to her.

"Friends with feelings?" Allison says completely oblivious to what Billie is hinting at.

"Oh- oh! Okay yeah." Billie says blushing out of embarrassment.

Obviously Allison would never want to be with billie it's all so clear now, did she just say she liked billie back out of the rush that she was feeling?

"Oh? Did you mean you want to like?-" Allison starts before she is cut off again.

"Date? Yeah I was kind of hoping that's what was gonna happen but no. I'm sorry it's not your fault- I'm just gonna- I'm gonna go." Billie says getting up and walking away.

"Wait Billie please I- I didn't mean to upset you?" Allison says getting up to follow Billie.

"Just- just give me some space." Billie says walking further and further away.

Allison stays there not sure what to do, Billie took her car back home so..Well she's stranded. Alone. Confused. And wet. Wet? Oh fuck it's raining.

Allison starts walking since she's familiar with her surroundings. While walking Allison can't help but replay what happened over and over in her head. Was she really in the wrong? Allison liked Billie a lot but she's damaged goods she's not who she used to be, what if billie liked the shell of Allison but not the truest form of herself. Maybe she's overthinking it all. No Billie is definitely still mad either way, but why?...

Honestly Billie doesn't understand why she's mad she know's it's not Allison's fault, Billie didn't even give her time to explain herself. Not that she needs to but it probably would have been more helpful than just leaving her. Then she realized what she's doing. She left Allison stranded...For something that wasn't even her fault. "Wow do I feel like an asshole." Billie says while turning the car around.

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"Allison...I'm sorry-" Billie starts but is cut off.

"No Billie you don't get to just "say sorry"! That's not fair! You left me! You left me alone! At night in the rain!! Why?! Huh? Just tell me why? What did I do? Why did you do that?!" Allison screams.

"I- I don't know..." Billie sighs.

"No! You do! You know why! So enlighten me?! Tell me Billie! I deserve to know why!" Allison screams.

"Fuck because I was scared! I was scared that for a second there was a chance that the only person I've liked since 2nd grade may not like me back! I ran! I did what I do best and I ran from my fear. So no it's not fair and yes I am the biggest asshole on earth for that! I'm so sorry Allison and I understand sorry doesn't fix it but damn. I'm really trying right now.." Billie says with tears streaming down her face.

"Fuck you..." Allison says

All Billie can do is stare at her in complete shock. "What?" Billie says crying even harder now.

"Fuck. You...For explaining yourself. Because now I'm having a really damn hard time being mad at you.." Allison smiles. "I like you Billie...I really really do and I'm sorry for not saying it sooner."

"Oh thank God!" Billie says hugging Allison tightly.

"But I swear to God if you ever do that shit again I will leave and you will never see me again..Understood?" Allison says sternly.

"Understood." Billie nods. "So are we ..Like dating now?" Billie asks nervously.

"No.." Allison responds.

"Oh okay I understand if it's too soon-" Billie starts but is cut off.

"Billie dating is for stranger's." Allison laughs.

"Oh?" Billie questions.

"Billie O'connell will you be my girlfriend?" Allison asks.

"It would be my honor!" Billie smiles.

- ((Back at home.)) -

"Soo when are we gonna tell...The family?" Allison asks nervously.

"I'm not sure yet..Maybe when we start planning for the tour?" Billie says searching my face for an answer.

"Tour?" I ask confused.

"Allison...My team has been planning a world tour for my album that just dropped a week ago. Tour is set to start in a few months...Will you come with me?" Billie asks nervously.

"What about school? Or Kit what about my other friends? I can't just leave them?" Allison says panicking.

"You don't have to come just..Think about it." Billie winks.

"Okay.." I sigh. I want to come I really do but Kit is really mad at me and if I leave...She would never forgive me.. I feel like I have to choose...I don't like this feeling. My girlfriend should come first..Right? No no bro's before hoes right? But Billie was my bestfriend so she technically is my hoe too....ugh I can't do this.

"Wanna watch a movie?" Billie says breaking me from my thought.

"Sure." I smile laying down beside her, I try to focus on the movie but I fall back into thought how do I pick between the two most important people in my life...I mean Kit isn't even talking to me right now.

"You good? You look like there is something on your mind?" Billie says.

"Oh yeah I'm fine I'm just tired." I smile.

"You can go to sleep Allison you don't have to force yourself to stay awake." Billie laughs.

"Are you sure?" I ask.

"Positive." Billie smiles. I move closer to her and we cuddle until she falls asleep.

I need to go clear my mind...

A/N
Ouu what does she mean by that??👀 also sorry for the short chapter's I would say that I'll try to make them longer but we both know that would be a lie.