𝐼𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈. {𝐵.𝐸}

Loser.

*tw* cyber bullying, panic attack.

It'll all change after tour, which starts in..Exactly 3 days. Allison thinks as she closes her notebook. 4:38 a.m I guess another night of no sleep since she woke up shortly after Claudia put her in the bed with Billie.

"Allison? You're back?" Billie whispers in a raspy voice.

"Wow."

"Wow what?"

"Oh I just didn't think you would wanna talk to me after last night."

"Why would that be?" Billie questions.

"You didn't show up."

"I thought you needed space."

"I think my space was over when I texted you my location."

"I think my space started when you hung up on me." Billie says with sas

"Why do you do this?" Allison says raising her voice.

"Do what?"

"This! The constant worrying about me!" Allison yells.

"Is it not obvious?!" Billie yells back.

Allison stays in silence.

"I love you! I do it because I love you!" Billie yells out.

Allison once again stays silent.

"You didn't mean to say "I love you"? Did you?" Billie says tears in her eyes as she sits up.

"Are- are you kidding?" Allison throws her hand up. "Everything I do is because I love you! I wake up because I love you! I go to bed every single night loving you! How dare you ever even question my love for you!" Allison yells back.

"Oh! How dare I? I?! You don't even act like it!" Billie says honestly while crying.

Allison gets out of the bed and stands up. "Maybe it's because I've never been shown how to love. If you're blind my family was never the loving type, oh but no of course you wouldn't know! Because your family is perfect! Perfect mom perfect dad perfect brother. Love! The one thing I begged for was just handed to you every single day! And never never once was I ever jealous! I'm still not! I'm actually happy for you! So fucking happy that you didn't have a life like mine! So you know what Billie you can come talk to me when you get your head out of your ass." Allison yells as she storms out of the house and starts walking.

"What a beautiful way to wake up." Finneas says standing in the doorway.

"Ugh. I'm not in the wrong." Billie states.

"Well actually from what I heard..I'm not so sure that's true." Finneas says honestly.

"Yeah well I don't have the energy to deal with her right now." Billie says sighing.

"Billie that's your girlfriend. You should go check on her." Finneas tells her.

"Oh so first it's "she needs space" and now its "go chase after her and make yourself look like an idiot"? When will you pick a side and stick with it for fucks sake Finneas!" Billie says annoyed.

"You're only mad at me right now because I'm right and you know it." Finneas says.

"Even if you were right I don't have to listen to you."

"You know what Billie do whatever you want but you and me both know all the girl wants is love. She's clearly going through something right now and instead of supporting her you're pushing her away!" Finneas says.

"Well she's being difficult right now."

"And you think Claudia has never been difficult? Cause oh trust me she has. But that is not an excuse. Look if your not mature enough to sit down and talk with your girlfriend then maybe you shouldn't have one!" Finneas says honestly.