One sided // jakehoon

7

jake was currently sitting in the passenger seat of heeseungs car, spacing out while staring out the window.

he didn't know how to feel or what to do, knowing that the other was probably going to confess to him any minute now.

he's never gotten a confession from anyone which only made it worse, what's he supposed to say? or do? he had no idea.

heeseung seemed to notice how quiet the boy was being as he glanced over at him, "hm what's wrong jake?"
jake quickly looked at him, ignoring his thoughts. "oh nothing hyung!" he smiled awkwardly which made heeseung laugh at him.

"okay. if you say so."

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"so. you're probably wondering why i texted you.. to tell you something.." heeseung mumbled, sticking his hands into his hoodie pocket.

they were now walking around and jake thought it felt pretty peaceful like this.
heeseung is really comfortable to be around.

"oh yeah. what is it hee?" jake asked and tried to hide his nervousness, but he could feel what was coming from a mile away.

heeseung hummed softly, looking around and then at jake when he suddenly stopped in his tracks. jake curiously stopped as well but he felt his heart almost stop when the boy stood in front of him and grabbed his hands.

oh shit- what do i do?

jake looked at him with his eyes widened a little bit but he just let heeseung hold onto his hands, there was no getting away from it now.

heeseung smiled sweetly at him that almost made jakes heart melt. almost.

"jake.. this might sound a little weird honestly. since we only started actually hanging out a few weeks ago, you know.. ah i don't know how to say this, i'm sorry." heeseung took a shaky breath and quickly looked down at their hands, he was too nervous and jake could tell. but he was surprised seeing him like this.

jake squeezed his hands reassuringly, "hee. you can tell me anything. it'll be fine." jake said in the sweetest tone that he could, even if he didn't exactly like heeseung back like that.. he still wanted them to be close and not let their new friendship get ruined over this.

heeseung smiled, his ears turning a little red which made jake smile as well.

"okay. thank you jake... i like you. i have for a while... i don't know why i didn't tell you sooner, i guess i was just scared. but after hanging out with you like this, i really have noticed how much i do like you."

jake looked at him who was still staring down at the ground, biting the inside of his cheek.
but jake didn't know if he should act surprised or.. not. he already knew this but hearing it from him did make some kind of difference.

"oh... really?" jake managed to mumble out, still holding onto heeseungs hands.
heeseung looked back up at him, he seemed upset obviously. or just nervous still.
he slowly nodded his head.

"ah heeseung~" jake hummed and quickly hugged the boy, he thought that he probably needed it.. since he could already tell what jake wanted to say.

none the less, heeseung slowly hugged him back, resting his head on his shoulder.

jake pulled away and pulled heeseung by his hand over to the grass where he had him sit down with him, facing the water.

heeseung stayed silent and looked at the pretty water, anxiously glancing at jake .

"i'll tell you the truth hee. i don't want to lie to you, okay. it's just... i-i don't like you like that. but... i don't want you to push me away just because of that." jake said honestly and in the nicest way possible while still staring at the water, ignoring all eye contact possible.

but that was until he heard heeseung giggled quietly and he quickly looked over at him to see him smiling a little.

"i was already guessing that you liked someone else, jake. but.. i really just wanted to say that if that person doesn't come to their senses soon then.. i'll be waiting for you." heeseung, placed his hand on jakes back.

jake only stared at him in shock, a frown coming onto his face.
"but.. wouldn't that just make you a rebound or something? i don't want to do that to you." jake sighed deeply, staring into heeseungs eyes now.
heeseung smiled shyly and shook his head.

"don't think like that.. also i wouldn't mind if it's for you. i really like you jake."

jake felt his face getting warm.
well actually hot.

he took a deep breath and nodded, what he didn't notice was heeseungs face getting a bit closer to his.

once he did, it seemed too late.

he's about to kiss me isn't he?..

weirdly, jake didn't feel the need to move away.
he didn't know why either.

"can i kiss you, jake?" heeseung mumbled while jake could feel his breath on his face, that's how close he was.
jake took a breath and didn't even realized that he glanced down at the elders lips.

it was like he couldn't control his body.
jake nodded, with that heeseung placed a hand behind his neck and pulled him in, placing a soft kiss on his lips.

jake kissed him back despite hardly knowing how to. he just knew that he had to go with the flow.

it only lasted a few seconds when jake finally came to his senses, pulling away from him.
he stared at him with a confused look, but really he was busy thinking of what he thought about the kiss.

yes he felt flustered, the kiss was great for his first.. but he never planned on kissing heeseung for his first kiss.
although, he was realizing that this might've sparked some kind of feelings inside of him.

no.. i don't like him- i can't like two people!

jake whined internally. but heeseung smiled and ruffled his hair, he seemed happy which made jake happy as well honestly.

"come on. i'll take you home." heeseung said softly as he stood up and held his hand out for jake.

oh, what am i going to do now.

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oH— is this gonna be a love triangle?? idk eitherrrr :P
lol anywho ily byeeee 😽😽