One sided // jakehoon

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they decided to go back to the cabin after sharing a few more small kisses, which jake was really enjoying but he couldn't stop himself from feeling tired either as it was getting late.

sunghoon held tightly onto his hand as they walked back, luckily it wasn't that far because it was really dark and the only light they had was on jakes phone.

they got back into the cabin and one lamp was left on, so in the dim light they could see jungwon passed out on his bed but jay also laid right beside him, holding cutely onto him.

jake could only smile at the sight, glancing at sunghoon who also had a content smile on his face, just realizing that he was still holding onto his boyfriends hand.

"you should change into pajamas.. i know you're tired, but you can just change quickly. i'm gonna do the same." sunghoon suddenly said quietly, practically whispering in jakes ear.
jake smiled and shook his head, "i'll just sleep in this. it's comfortable anyways... i'm too lazy to change." he replied as he went and laid comfortably on his bed.

sunghoon laughed softly and went over to his bed which was beside him and reached into his backpack, searching for his pajamas.
jake turned on his side and rested his head on his hand as he examined sunghoon searching.
he had a cute smile glued to his face as he finally found the pajamas he was looking for-

jake smiled seeing how cute he looked.
well that was until he saw him starting to take his shirt off, he felt his face get warm as he quickly turned over to look towards the door.

sure, he's seen shirtless sunghoon countless of times— but it felt more weird now.. that he's his boyfriend.

jake knew it wasn't a big deal but he let his thoughts get the best of him.

suddenly, he started wondering if sunghoon would lay with him.
as much as he hoped he did, so that he could finally cuddle with him (like he's been wanting to do this whole time) he felt weirdly nervous about it.  

once he felt like it was safe, he turned back over and saw sunghoon was fully changed into his sweatpants and an oversized shirt.
he suddenly felt a little disappointed when sunghoon lay down in his bed, getting under the blankets and shutting off the lamp beside him.

jake frowned to himself in the darkness, hardly able to see the boy anymore- he knew he shouldn't take it so deeply because maybe sunghoon just wanted to lay by himself or maybe he doesn't even like cuddling???

jake didn't want to think about that. because one of the things he really craved was to cuddle with sunghoon.

he spent the next five minutes, debating on if he should go lay with sunghoon or just fall asleep now.

he kept telling himself that the other was already asleep and he should just fall asleep- but the other part of himself was convinced that he should just go lay with him.
he had a reason now- since he was officially his boyfriend.

jake smiled to himself at the thought. he really couldn't wait to tell everyone but he also was nervous about how they'd react— no, he knew they'd be happy.

jake took a deep breath, listening to the nearly silent room except for his friends' soft breathing.

he finally decided to quietly get up from his bed and walk over to sunghoons that was only about 4 steps away.
jake hesitantly laid down beside the boy, facing towards him to see that he was definitely wide awake- or at least his eyes were shut until jake laid here.

a small smile showed on his face when he saw jake, even if he was a bit shocked he immediately lifted the blanket up and covered jake with it. jake quickly pulled it over him, feeling warm immediately.
"what're you doing here?"