Reincarnated as Dream with Differences

♥ Chapter 36 - Thinking ♥

I looked at the window, feeling a little bored as I stated back at the ceiling. Such a weird feeling, that the ceiling was growing nearer to you.. the walls closing in.. Wasn't that what the strange rectangular device said?

Like, there was something called.. Googs?.. Giggles? No. I think it was Gools.. Yeah, so I searched in some app called Gools, it was a weird experience but trying something new is fun too..

I don't think anything will go wrong after everything so far. I paused my excitement, closing my eyes. "And I just jinxed myself, didn't I?" I guessed, laying on the bed but hit my head with the headboard.

I scratched the back of my skull, It may be bruised because it hurts a lot but I ignore the pain, it will pass by soon anyways. I thought, thinking about a name for myself.

"Sun is not available, Luna is probably a name that my brother would choose. My name would be something related to the skies, yeah.. sounds like a good idea." I started to plan in my head.

So this is how I'm gonna see things as it is. I'd find out there is more people than me, plus some of his versions are fighting for the same Nightmare.. Which multiverse was that? There is thousands more of himself, brother and even Ink.

Maybe even millions.. I think I'm starting to exaggerate now. I shook myself from the thought, either fear or excitement. "When will I go back home? I mean, Passive.. I think that was what he called himself.. They are nice, nice enough to help me in need.. This might be the first time some one other than Ink and Blue help me." I stick out my tongue in disgust from the reminder of Blue.

"That disgusting Blue monster. They lied to me so much and I accepted it, I gave him every DAMN THING HE WANTED, THE THINGS I DONT FU(NK)ING HAVE! CARE AND LOVE!! FU(NK) YOU, BLUE!" I start. "YOU DIDNT EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT I FEEL AND I DID!" I finished, taking a deep breath.

I didn't realize that I curled up into a ball on the bed, It felt wet on my cheeks. I caressed my cheeks, before bringing it to my sight. I was crying those golden tears again, I hate it. "Maybe a new touch to these tears will make me feel better?" I locked my bedroom door.

"Not wanting to have some unexpected visitors, right?" I sighed, remembering the one time that I almost got caught by Ink.. It's nice to know that someone in the whole multiverse of lies, that some person out there still cares for you.

I closed my eyes, imagining the scene that is now before me, remembering it clearly.

"Oh Dream! I'm respecting your privacy by knocking but asserting my authority as the owner of the house, I'm coming in anyway!" They heard a muffled call before a smash was heard, I dropped the razor before I kick it out of my sight. It hid underneath the sink and put my hands behind me in instinct.

"Heyy Ink.." I sweat, Ink doesn't seem to notice anything. "Dreeeeeam! It's time for breakfast! I called you like one billion! Jeez." Ink huffed, crossing his arms and looking the opposite direction of me. Good.

Ink left afterwards, I took out a breath and smiled.. and cried?..

I curled up again, crying. "Goodnight Ink, I hope your truly alright without me being there for you.. Even if you don't come back." I sniffled, imagining myself softly kissing his cheek before I closed my eyes, preparing for a slumber.

"Even if I don't come back." I heard before the world was silent. I am now back in the dream world, not questioning the strange and familiar voice and checked on other people's sweet dreams.