lo'aks pov | quick chapter |
i've been seeing her in all of my dreams. it's the same one. she shields me, she holds me. she says goodbye. fuck this man. i go back swimming to that rock. sitting there. i'm not sad anymore. i'm angry. i had her in my life for 12 hours. she can't leave, i have to be with her in life or death. i had her. i understood her. i let her in. i'm mad at eywa. i'm angry with the universe for punishing me. she doesn't deserve this. to rip her from my life, then have her show up in my dreams.
"FUCK YOU" i yell.
to no one. but it's how i feel. fuck you universe, you claim to be all about love and shit. this is the opposite of that. this is the complete opposite. why don't i get a happy ending? if not me? then her? you allowed her existence to be one of pain. to be one of hurt. she never did anything to anyone.
you ripped the wings from her back. her ripped the life from her soul.
fuck you.
it might sound childish but that is the realest thing i can say.
fuck you.
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- vbelle
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*＊✿❀LO'AK | fallen angel❀✿＊*
Fantasy*♡∞:｡.｡angel avatar｡.｡:∞♡* CLOUD FAYE | you fell from the sky, wings ripped from your back. the metkayina people are very accepting of all avatars. forest ones and now, angel ones. lo'ak especially:)
