neytiris thoughts | a collection of memories |
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the emotions i held for her. cloud connected with me instantly. a connection i would've never felt without her.
memory one:
i watched as she picked at her picer fish. looking up embarrassed.
"what's wrong, cloud?" i ask.
she clears her throat, sitting up tall.
"i've never eaten this before." she giggles.
i kick neteyam after hearing him snicker.
"like this!" i show her
the flavors, like, explode her mind? her eyes opening wide. she's just a little girl on the inside.
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please give her back to me, i need her. to see her face again.
memory two:
sitting with jake as the kids play outside. walking on the beach together. i see cloud, and she's just so beautiful. walking up to her and tuk.
"mommy! look! a pink seashell!" tuk runs up to me.
picking her up into my arms, seeing the shell that's so beautiful.
cloud awkwardly stands there, half smiling half longing. putting her in jakes arms, he sees it too. there's a piece of seaweed in her pretty hair.
"oh baby, come here, there's something in your hair." i pull her towards me.
holding her face in my hands.
"you're so smart and pretty." i kiss her head
her pretty face melts into an infectious smile. giggling like a little girl. i feel like i have another tuk.
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please bring my baby girl back
memory three:
she's sitting out on the beach alone. struggling to braid her hair. sitting looking towards the ocean, with her knees under her. huffing and puffing.
i walk out, putting my hand on her back.
"let me, princess." i assure her.
sitting behind her, as her shoulders melt into a relax state. french braiding.
i hum a lullaby for her at the end of it she turns to me.
"i see you." she says.
i wish i could make her forget what she went through.
"i see you." i kiss her forehead.
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let me see her again.
memory four:
"is she gone, jake?" do i even want to know?
he breathes in, breathing out a "yes"
no
no
no. my sweet angel. my baby girl. i love her like i didn't know i could. and lo'ak, he's changed so much for the better with her. she's affected everyone so well.
she can not be gone.
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going into our fifth week without her
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- vbelle
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