Let me help. (A Siva Kaneswaran story)

Chapter 4

Nyx's pov:

Siva took me to a studio. I assumed that it was where he was working.

"The others will be really excited. So they might touch you." He warned me.

"Thanks." I replied to him. We walked through the doors and I saw all of them. They all looked at us.

"Guys, this is Nyx. She is my girlfriend. We have been dating secretly, but she wanted to meet you guys, so surprise!" He said to them. Tom and Max dropped their jaws at the same time. Nathan looked at you. And Jay walked over to you.

"Hey! I am Jay!" He then moved in for a hug and I moved away subconsciously. He was puzzled.

"Sorry, I am just shy." I lied to him. I am not shy. I am just stupid.

"Well, we should get back to work!" Siva said. He guided me to a couch. I sat down on it and watched them work. They worked for about an hour. Max came over with Tom and they introduced themselves to me.

When they were done, i decided that I would leave and never see Siva again. it is for the best. Siva was helping me put my jacket back on. When I decided to speak.

"Well, i have to get going!" I smiled at them.

"Nyx, remember, your apartment flooded?" Siva said. Damn him! Why won't he just let me leave?!

"Why don't you stay with us?" Jay suggested.

"No, it's okay, I will go and get a hotel. It's really no big deal." I tell them.

"No, you are going to stay with us, I insist." Max says as he touches your shoulder. I, of course, flinch and he just looks at you.

The boys then led the way to the door. I saw the large crowd of people at the door and started to panic. I punched Siva and he turned to look at me.

"Why didn't you just let me go?! I am not good for you!" I look back over at the glass doors and see all the people.

"I saw what you were doing! I couldn't let you leave! Please come on. This is temporary." He said and started to walk to the door. I stayed there. He looked back.

"Are you coming?" He asks. I shook my head. He walked back to me.

"What's the matter?" He asked. God, I just want to curl up in a ball and hide right now.

"There are a lot of people." I felt tears fall down my face.

"Oh, no. Well, they re sort of waiting for me." He said.

"Can I touch you?" He says as he put his hands out.

"No, please don't." I am now about to melt down.

"Look, the only way for you to get out of here, is if I wrap you up, in my arms and guide you out of here." He says. I look at him and I am now really crying?

"Please don't hurt me." I say as I walk into his arms.

"I will never ever hurt you." He starts to walk to the van. It wasn't long until we got to the van. When we got in, i moved out of his arms quickly. I hid my face so that the boys could see me cry. Luckily, it was getting dark outside. Siva sat next to me.

"That wasn't so bad." He said. The ride to their flat was short. There were no people outside of their flat, so I wasn't nearly as nervous. Siva escorted me inside.

"Hey, I am going to show Nyx the flat real quick!" Siva said. He started to walk away from you. You followed him to a room.

"This is my room. We can go to your place and pick some stuff up. Is that okay?" He said as he sat on his bed.

"Is this your closet?" I ask as I pointed to a door. He looked at me.

"Yeah, it is pretty small, but we can get a wardrobe." He said. I looked at it. I opened the door and he was right. It was small.

"Okay, I need to do something, but it is weird." I say to him. He looks at me.

"I need you to not come into the closet when I am in there. Please, promise me this." I say to him. He nodded his head.

"That's totally fine with me." He then got off of the bed and headed for the door.

"I am going to go to the living room. Feel free to come down when you are ready." He says as he leaves the room.

I then went into the closet and sat down and cried.