Let me help. (A Siva Kaneswaran story)

Chapter 20

Nyx's pov:

I woke up and saw that Siva was laying on me. I played with his hair. It was so soft. He then woke up. He looked up at me.

"Good morning beautiful." He said. I smiled.

"Good morning, should we get up?" I ask him. He just looks at me and smiles.

" I want ot stay in bed with you." He said. Then the door opened. It swung open. Like nothing was going to stop the person from coming into this room

"NATHAN!" Siva yelled at him. He was looking at his phone and he had tea in the other hand. I was scrambling to get the blanket over me.

"Hey, I was told to wake you two up." He walked in and sat on the bed. He still didn't see us. Luckily Siva was in front of me by now.

"Stupid, get out!" I said. He then looked up from his phone.

"AAAH!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!" He screamed. He got up and tried to grab the door with out looking at us. It wasn't successful.

"We tried to tell you!" I said. Before he left, he took a pic with his phone. Siva just looked at me.

"Is nothing sacred anymore?" I ask him. He smiles and gets out of bed. After we were dressed for the day, we walked to the kitchen.

"I heard that Nathan walked in on mommy and daddy." Tom said. I looked at him and he went back to eating his toast.I grabbed some orange juice and sat across from Tom.

"Well, he wasn't to sorry if he was able to take a photo of us and put it on twitter." Siva announced. I spit all the orange juice out of my mouth. It all hit Tom. I was sort of sorry but at the same time, he deserved it.

"Oh my god!" Tom exclaimed. Jay and Siva laughed.

"Just go take a shower." Siva told him. He left and I think he went ot shower. Siva sat next to me.

"What are people saying?" He hands me his phone and I see that there are a lot of perverted comments but no hate. Nathan's caption surprised me the most.

@Sivathewanted: "Some one woke very happy today!"

"He is so immature!" I say. Jay just laughs. We left for the studio 20 minutes later. I watched the replies to the photo on the way to the studio. They would laugh at what their fans were saying. I was just really embarrassed.

The day at the studio was pretty boring. There was only one recording booth, so they had to take turns. I felt like they accepted me. I teamed up with Jay and Tom to pull a prank on Nathan.

Since he was the last one who got in the booth, we had plenty of time. When he left ot get tea, we took a bucket and filled it with water. Jay had it balance on a corner. We needed some way that it would fall on him, I hid in the booth with a broom to push it, because I was small enough. As I waited out of site, I heard the guys.

"Nathan, hurry up! I want to go home!" Tom complained. I almost giggled, but I held it in.

"Alright, calm down." He walked in the booth. I heard him set his tea on the table. I mentally counted to two. then I pushed the bucket. 

"AAAAH! What is this?" He yelled. I revealed myself and ran out of the booth. I ran past Tom, who was on the ground laughing. I saw Jay and stood behind him. Nathan looked furious. It was hilarious. I peaked from around Jay, causing Nathan and I to make eye contact.

"Come here!" He said. I pushed Jay so that I could get away. I ran down the hallway, which dead ended. He came down soaked. He grabbed me into a wet hug.

"Okay, you win!" I tell him. When he let go, my back was all wet. We walked back to where the others were and Tom was just getting up from the floor. Apparently Max had recorded it all. Siva was up loading it to their computer.

"Can we just go home? I want to change out of these soggy clothes!" Nathan complained. THey laughed at him and we went to the flat. While we were there, Tom ordered pizza. Then Siva remembered that he was going to take me to my apartment ot get some of my stuff. Jay joined us. I knew that I was going to leave it behind, so I really didn't care what he thought about it.

I gave Siva directions to it. He saw that we were going into the dodgy part of London, but he kept going the way that I told him. When we arrived at my building, he saw how horrible it looked. It was not someplace that you wanted to go at night.

"Are you sure that this is it?" He asks. I look at him.

"Siva, we all can't live with sunshine and rainbows." I tell him. He pulled into the parking lot and parked. He and Jay started to get out, but I stopped them.

"Please stay here. I am just getting somethings that I can carry. I don't really care about the rest of it." I tell them. They looked at each other.

"Are you sure that you don't want anyone to come in with you?" Jay asks. I could see that he was worried.

"If I am not back in 20 minutes, come and get me. I am on the first floor. First door on the left." I tell them. I knew that I was going to be back in less time then that. But it gave them some insurance.

I got out of the car and walked inside. I opened my apartment and went to my dresser. I pulled out some shirts that I liked. I then grabbed the pocket knife that Tom gave me. I walked over to the closet. I opened it and he was there. My father was standing in my closet smiling at me.

"What are you doing here?!" I ask him. I backed away from him. He just walked out and kept smiling. I reached the wall and slid down.

"I am here to take my property back. You are mine, you little whore. I can see that you have whored yourself to rich men. Do they treat you as rough as I did?" He asked. He then grabbed me by my hair and pulled me up. I whimpered.

I will make sure that you never leave me again." He said. He took his free hand and hit my face. He then dropped me to the ground. I stood back up.

"Sir, I am not sorry. I will never say that I am sorry, ever again!" I tell him. He looks at me with wild eyes. He hit me again and I fell to the ground.

"You piece of filth. I should have killed you when you started to see those demons. Do you still see them?" He was angry. He picked me up by my neck.

"Yes." I choke out. He spat in my face. He then droppedd me and went in my closet. He pulled out the collar that he had me wear.

"I see that you still kept this. Looks like I won't have to get you a new one." He placed back around my neck. I swore that when I took it off, it would never ever go back on. Once he took a step back, I pulled it off. I challenged him with my eyes.

"He stepped towards me and kicked my stomach. He kicked me repeatedly. I was now praying that Siva and Jay would come and find me before it was too late.