Don Quixote

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57% of people question their sexuality but age 11-15.

The first time I had thought I might be interested in girls was when I was 10 or 11 years old, after I started listening to kpop. I found those girls gorgeous when I had never thought of really anyone that way before, so I told myself I was a bisexual.

Sexuality is fluid. I think I changed my sexual orientation a million times before I came to the final (at least so far) conclusion I was Omni sexual with a preference for women.

When I first found out I liked girls, I really didn't know what to do with such information about myself.

I told Jennie and she was quite cool about it, later coming out herself.

I went from bisexual, to lesbian, to pansexual, to Omni sexual, to asexual, and then back to omni. It was a quite confusing path fo finally figure myself out.

Gender was another thing I struggled with throughout middle school.

I had always been a Tom boy. Never liked wear dresses or fancy shoes when I was younger, tried to hide my body as much as I could when it started to take form, I decided I was transgender when I was 12, after going through a few different genders as well to see how I felt out them (such as gender-fluid, and nonbinary).

For most of 7th grade I had worn a binder to cover my chest and went by he/him pronouns. I chopped off all my hair and my mom still complains saying "Jisoo when will you finally grow your hair out again?"

When I switched back to my original school I found myself dressing a lot more femininely and not minding when people messed up my pronouns. Eventually I decided to not really care much for what pronouns people use to call me by.

I've decided I don't need to label myself as anything.

I am who i am. I am what i exist as. I am just Jisoo.