𝔸 𝔹𝕀𝔾 𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙ

✿𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐,
𝙸𝚝 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚎,
𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎,
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞.

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Jeongguk stirred with a yawn. He softly sighed before stretching with a pout on his lips. He sat up while rubbing his eyes, his hair messy and curly. He yawned again, his gaze flickering around the room.

He hummed in confusion, feeling like he's forgetting something. . .

AHHHHHHH! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! OH MAN HOLY SHIT!!!!

He hastily got up and rushed to the bathroom. He slammed the door behind him and rushed to the mirror. His eyes widened at what he saw.

Nothing. . .

What did he expect? He scoffed, feeling stupid. The younger would never do that. Ever. . . right?

Jeongguk sighed again. The events of before he dozed off played in his mind making him embarrassed. He was angry and upset. His students saw a part of his life they never should have seen. A part that he wanted to run away from. A part he wanted to end and never remember again.

They saw it and he felt so weak. So pathetic. He's a man. A grown man and he can't even defend himself.

He stared his his reflection in disgust. He felt hideous. His hair was a mess, his eyes were red, puffy and swollen, he really hated his nose and he wished his lips were plumper. He just felt ugly.

He tightly closed his eyes to stop his tears. He did not want to cry again. He has already embarrassed himself enough. He hated himself. He hated her.

He hated his life.

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"TAE! WHEN I TELL YOU I SAW SATAN HIMSELF I AIN'T TELLING NO LIES BITCH! I SAW THE KING OF HELL HIMSELF!!!"

Taehyung rolled his eyes with a playful smile on his lips. It was the usual, well, the today usual. Joongsik was staring at Jimin who was ranting about who-knows-what and Taehyung was just listening in amusement.

The bluehead was cooking dinner since it was almost seven. He wanted to let the older rest since he looked very tired. It wasn't healthy to sleep that long but Jeongguk deserved it.

Joongsik was also enjoying himself. He didn't show it but he was feeling really happy right now. He felt like he was in a normal home. An energetic, dramatic and cool uncle, the sweet and handsome dad who knows how to cook and the other dad napping waiting for dinner to be ready.

The house felt, brighter. It felt warmer, cozier and homely. Joongsik wouldn't mind coming home to a loud Jimin ranting about his life problems, a sweet Taehyung cooking dinner with his dad shouting 'We're home!' while holding his hand. It felt like a dream come true. He really wants that to happen.

"Then what happened?" Taehyung asked in amusement.

Jimin dramatically sobbed making Joongsik playfully roll his eyes.