You Give Me Butterflies

4

Islan

"Next on the dockett! We have Ja Morant and how you say her name? Island, Ezlin? Chileee Izzy!" I sat on my bed watching messy monday in disbelief that me and Ja were on here.

"Now its been swirling for weeks that these two are talking, dating sneaky linking or whatever! Back in the summertime, she gave him credit for snapping her pics which was supposedly at his birthday party. Then they were caught on twitter sub tweeting about how much they missed each other. She was courtside on opening night with his mama and bestfriend a few days ago. I don't know y'all. I think they'd be cute together. We'll keep and eye on it, but if they pop out remember Zoie told y'all first." I chuckled, turning off the tv. I didn't expect for Ja and I to stay private forever. But jesus christ, we just kissed for the first time 5 days ago.

  Islan Moore @IzzyisBae
I went from watching messy monday to being on it this is crazy lol

Jaylennnnn @LoveMenow
just tell us wassup @IzzyisBae @Jamorant 🙄

  Ja Morant @JaMorant
I keep the world out my business, I be doing my thing!

Ja Morant @Jamorant
I don't know what messy monday is or how I ended up on it. I be  chilling. S/o to  @Izzyisbae though, shorty def some fire. Ya hear me?

I exited twitter and shook my head. Ja played all day and I was going to let him.Things at home weren't the greatest. My sister still wasn't happy about Ja and I. I didn't want try to keep thinking too hard trying to figure out what the hell was really her problem. It felt like jealousy, but for once I was happy.

"So you an Ja about to pop out for the world?" Maiyani asked as she walked in my room.

"Not even, he on twitter feeding into the craziness." I chuckled.

"When y'all finally pop out it's going to be crazy."

"Can we make it official, while you talking about popping out. We're having fun." I shrugged.

"I feel you. So when are you going to post a singing video? I know youtube content isn't your end goal.If you want to be a sing Izzy people have to know you sing." She told me. I was nervouse to show case my talent to the world. What if nobody liked it? What if it flopped? I had so many reservations about it.

"I don't know Maiyani."

"How about now," She spicked up phone, putting her bright ass flash in my face.

"Yani, what the hell?" I pushed her camera out my face,but that didn't phase her.

"Sing the first song that comes to mind."

"Yani, "

"I'm not moving or turning off this flash until you sing, so." She shrugged, looking at me without a care in the world.

"Oh my gosh, you're so aggy." I took a deep breathe before singing the first song that came to mind and one of my favorites.

"Now I know I come of kinda shy
But it's hard to say what's on my mind
The chemistry we have it hard to find
But to find the right words it's going to take sometime,"

"Go awffff bestieee!" I rolled my eyes.

And all I know is when were together
No one can make me feel the way you do baby
I wish each moment could last forever
It's hard to explain the way I feel for you
I just can't find the words,"

She finally turned the camera off and got it out my damn face.

"Happy now?"

"Very!" She smirked. I rolled my eyes, she's so damn aggy. I couldn't stand it sometimes but Maiyani definitely gave me the push I been looking for. My phone vibrated in my lap and I picked up. A smile spread across my face seeing that it was Ja facetiming. I accepted quickly. He was laying in bed twisting his hair.