You Give Me Butterflies

13.2

Islan

"Baeeee, Here lemme fix it." I told Ja as I moved his locs out of his face. After sexing on the couch we took a nap. Then we got the couch cleaned. Now we were finally recording the Q&A our supporters have been asking for.

"Whatssss Uppppp Gango! It's ya girl Izzy back with another one! Y'all see who to the right of me. I'm gon let em introduce himself." I pointed to Ja who was sitting there with a smirk on his face.

"You know who it is, Ya boy Ja in the building. Big 12 In this bitch." I side eyed him cause boy what?

"Anyways, y'all been asking and I finally got him to sit his ass in front of a camera. I asked y'all to ask us some questions. So, The first question we have is how are y'all mentally?" Ja went first.

"Mentally, I'm up and down like i'm beyond grateful to still be here, but knowing that the driver died def takes a toll on my mental. The fact that I was an all star this year and it went from that to being out for the rest of the season also takes a toll. So to sum it up I can just say i'm up and down." Ja answered.

"Me, I'm okay like yeah it's tough days. Like Ja said we went from the best times of our lives me being in turks and caicos to sitting by his side not knowing if he'd survive. Even now having him still here the thought is haunting and seeing him be up and down, It's a lot. I'm okay though." Ja took the phone to read the next question.

"This one says Ja this is for you; When did you know Izzy was the one?" He looked over at me and smiled.

"When Did I Know she was the one? I knew she was the one when I found peace in her presence. When all the things going on seemed to stop when she was around. I was flying shorty out before I ever even kissed her. She had my mind gone almost immediately. I just knew she was it for me."

"You so cute Meechie," I cooed laying my head on his shoulder. I took the phone and scrolled through, looking for a question.

"We see you guys together all the time. Have you guys moved in together yet?"

"No!" Ja answered before I could making me burst into laughter.

"No we haven't moved in together, but I'm at Ja's house all the damn time. I'm back and forth between my apartment and his house." Ja sucked his teeth and picked up the phone.

"I like this one. Who said I love you first."

"Him!" I answered, Ja sucked his teeth.

"Maannnn, Y'all saw the videos from her birthday surprise? That day She said I love you, but I guess she caught herself and cut it short. I just had the heart to say it, so if we being honest we both said it the same day, but it don't matter because honestly I think we both knew we were in love before we said it. You could feel it in the energy we had with each other." I really thanked god for this man. He was literally so sweet. It amazed me how the media saw him and who he really was. They see some hard ass wanna be thug when in reality we get this sensitive, loving yet firm teddy bear.

"What was your first impression of each other?"

"You want to go first? Because we actually neevr had this conversation." Ja said. I nodded.

"My first impression was he's cute, and crazy. After Maiyani introduced us he passed his friend his phone, ran and hit a back flip into the pool. I was dead ass like..ohhh kay he's clearly throwed off. My first impression on a personal level was like; oh he's a vibe."

"The migos was winning like shit the day we met, but my first impression was like; damn she's cute. I ain't gon cap I was watching her all night. Tap literally had to tell me to stop staring and go to talk to her. My personal first impression was; she's smart and such a vibe. Y'all know the story of us spending the night together the first time we chilled, she sung for me had ya boy hooked." He laughed, before leaning over and placing a kiss on my lips.