Ja 💔 I miss you Babygirl 🥺 Ja 💔 I know you hurt, but let me explain. It's not what you thinking..
✌🏾 Izzy please let me explain. It's been over a month. I'm sorry.
I locked my phone and laid back on the bed. It had been over a month since Halloween and I still hadn't spoken a word to Maiyani or Ja. What would I say? They had slept together and didn't tell me. I'd be a liar to say I didn't miss them both.
I got on instagram scrolling my newsfeed and sighed. Ja had posted looking as good as he wanted to. That tattoo on his hand was fitting because, He was really Him.
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@JaMorant Iont Know My Name No More They Keep Calling Me Handsome 🥱🤷🏾♀️
@NiyaMorant Big 12 ‼️
@DejounteMurray HIMOTHY 🤞🏾
@Memphgrizz Our Pg ❤️
I refrained from double tapping the picture and exited IG. My text messages went off and sighed relief realizing it was reginae texting me and not Ja or Maiyani.
Ms.Carter 😎 when are you coming to atlanta??
I should book a trip! I wanna do some content!
Mrs.Carter😎 yes we need to get you in the studio! get that hurt out ! Come tomorrow.
Shit I'm down! Lemme go look at some airbnbs. And book my ticket.
Mrs.Carter 😎 Airbnb? wowww! don't play wimme . you can stay here babe!
lol Sorryyyy! Okay i'll send you my flight info as soon as I book it.
I looked up morning flight's to atlanta and found the one suitable for me. I sent it over to a Reginae and she text me back letting me know she'd be there to get me. I was excited I needed to clear my head and focus. I'd only posted two videos in the last month. When I got back from atlanta i'd be apartment searching. I'd recently reached 100k subscribers and the checks were rolling in.
"Knock knock," My sisters voice came from the other side of the door. I sighed, I didn't feel like dealing with her shit.
"Come in,"
"Hey little sis, how you feeling?" She asked, sitting on the bed next to me.
"Why you acting like you care. You didn't want me dealing with Ja, now I don't." I shrugged.
"That was selfish of me. I'd much rather you be as happy as you were when y'all were talking to be sulking like this." She admitted, I looked at her with a raised eyebrow.
"That shit hurt my feelings because they both could've just told me."
"You think it was easy on them? Maiyani became your bestfriend and Ja clearly liked you. Neither of them wanted to see you hurt. Now i'm going to sound like a hypocrite but I think you should give him a chance to explain, Maiyani too. I really feel like they really both have your best interest at heart. They said it was 1 time, right?"
