You Give Me Butterflies

9

Islan

"Cause it's been another perfect day with ya
Wanna lay with ya
Spend the night with ya
Then spend my life with ya, alright."

Maiyani, Amani and I sung along to my new song. I couldn't wait to put this one out. It was such a vibe. I couldn't believe I was doing a breakfast club interview. Tattoo was out for a week and was well on the way to a million views.

"I wish I could fucking sing." Amani laughed. Amani was the girlfriend of Brandon Clarke on of Ja's teammates. They had introduced us at the christmas game and we'd been cool ever since.

"You gon get a manager?" Maiyani asked. I nodded a few had already reached out but I wanted to find the perfect fit for me.

"Girl you bouta blow up, Tattoo is fire, but while we're young is the one! It's such a vibe. Has Ja heard it yet?" Amani Asked, I shook my head no.

"I wanted to be there and play it for him in person." I pouted. He was only home a day and was right back on the road. I missed my man. 

"I miss my man," Amani spoke as if she had read my damn mind.

"Me the fuck too!" Maiyani added on.

"Okay Mrs. Grainger! How the fuck did you even meet Toosii." Amani questioned.

"Girl I been crushing for forever. I used to post him as my mcm and when my youtube started to blow up I guess he started to notice. He Dmd me and we were friends for a while and he asked me on a date after that we were stuck like glue." Maiyani shrugged. Her and Toot were the cutest. He loved the fuck outta my girl.

"Y'all, we gotta go. I'm nervous, this is my first interview and it's the breakfast club." 

XI❤️XXV I miss you stink. Wish I could be right by your side. Can't wait to get home. I would say good luck but you don't need it. Go kill that interview. Tell charlemagne to tread lightly!

😂😂 I'll make sure he knows poppa. I miss you too! Thank You babe.

I laughed and excited my messages. Ja really ain't have no good sense. The bullshit with Akademiks took two days to blow over. He was still talking shit and Ja just let it be because he didn't want to get fined again. That didn't stop Dtap, Nie, Maiyani and so many more people from giving him hell. It warmed my heart to see so many black men and women Stand by me.

The ride to the radio station was quiet. I was in my head thinking of what they would ask and how I would respond. How candid I wanted to be or questions I would skip. I decided to just be honest and transparent the same way I am on youtube.

"Do ya thing girl, we gon be right here." Maiyani and Amani hugged me before I took my seat.

"Goodmorning y'all it's the breakfast club. I'm Dj Envy We got charlemagne tha god and miss Izzy is in the building!"

"Wasuuupppp!" I sang into the mic.

"We're glad to have you here." Envy said to me, I smiled.

"Thank you, i'm happy to be here."

"You've had the internet on fire for a few weeks now. From Posting up with the hottest young nigga in the Nba , Akademiks beef and dropping your song." Charlemagne said, making me laugh.

"Beef means it's two sided. He don't know me nor does he know my boyfriend."

"Understandable, but how did that make you feel? hearing him speak on you and Ja like that." Angela asked.

"I was beyond mad. I don't understand how any of that was an issue. I don't understand why my virginity is like being questioned because i'm an influencer? or why Ja isn't able to show up for his girl because he's young?"