Distorted Reflection ✓

F O R T Y - O N E

Taehyung didn't mind the 'how's, the 'why's, or any other thing that distracted his mind from experiencing what he currently was.

No, his attention went to Jeongguk and Jeongguk only; nothing else mattered.

A breath left his lips, his eyes flew downwards to see their hands touching. Jeongguk was there. He could hold him. Embrace him. Take care of him. Comfort him.

His promise from the previous night crashed back in, making his eyes darken. Noticing Jeongguk's reaction, he knew exactly what he was thinking about. It were the same tears like the ones he shed last night, but this time, he could act upon his feelings.

''Gguk..'' Taehyung muttered, eyes glancing back up and getting lost in those of the younger's. His other hand reached up, thumb tracing the side of his face. Wiping away his tear, he came closer, resting his forehead against his.

The tension came back, the atmosphere between them shifting into something entirely different from sadness. The only thing their ears picked up were the soft breaths coming from one another, soft whispers every now and then.

With one more glance Taehyung pressed his lips against Jeongguk's, smirking at the gasp that the younger emitted. It started off slow, moving and trying to find the perfect rhythm that expressed all of their current and built-up emotions. Soon enough, the softness and tenderness turned into firmer kisses, the want and need, the burning passion, taking over.

Taehyung pulled back, eyes searching for something. The younger nodded and that's all that needed to be said. Suddenly, he was all over him; hands gripping and touching everywhere he could, as if he in the back of his mind, no matter the midst of the moment, was still trying to confirm that this wasn't a dream. He finally got to do what he was so keen on doing, he finally got to feel his skin against his.

He maneuvered both of them upstairs, closing his door behind him and gently directing Jeongguk backwards to sit on the edge of his bed. Flicking on the small lamp on his bedside table, the room got faintly illuminated by the warm and cozy light.

Hand reaching out to gently hold on to the younger's chin, he lifted it upwards, pressing his lips against his once again. He didn't mind that Jeongguk's skin didn't radiate any form of heat, the questionable things could be wondered later.

He now got a taste and he was sure he never had something as sweet as this ever before, he wasn't planning on stopping any time soon.

He was addicted.

He climbed his way on his bed, his knees on either side of Jeongguk's body and slowly pushing him down. He casted over him, only pulling back when Jeongguk leaned on his own elbows, his hand reaching up and tugging on the bottom of Taehyung's shirt.

''Off..'' He mumbled, his voice still coming from everywhere, yet nowhere precisely. And that would've been horrorfying in any normal situation. But this wasn't. It was anything but an ordinary situation. Even the intimate moments they were sharing could never compare to anything as such. Their bodies talked for them, Taehyung letting his take over and Jeongguk his; for as far as that went, whatever that indicated.

All they knew, was that they could touch. They could finally express their feelings, their actions confirming their words. Nothing else mattered at the moment.

Smirking, Taehyung pulled his shirt over his head, tossing it somewhere random. He attempted to lean back down to kiss him again, but he paused because the younger pulled his own shirt off over his head, his head tilted to the side and eyelids becoming a little more droopy once he reached his hand up to trace Taehyung's bare skin. His touch left goosebumps in its wake, he shivered.

So this is what it felt like to be loved.

Lips meeting lips again, they couldn't get enough of each other's touches. The build up rhythym turned sloppy, teeth colliding clumsily and tongues firmly pressed together as the burning desire heightened up the heat in the room.

Jeongguk whined, hands finding their way to Taehyung's belt and beginning to fiddle with it. A raspy chuckle left Taehyung, creating goosebumps on Jeongguk's skin once the older pulled away. Taking off what Jeongguk wanted off, he was left completely bare. The younger's cheeks heated up, his eyes solely trained on the male's face since he didn't dare to look down.

Noticing Jeongguk's shyness, he grinned smugly, gently taking a hold of the younger's hand and pressing it onto his own skin. Slowly, he slid it downwards, until it came in contact with the exact part Jeongguk was too shy to look at.

A soft groan came from the older male once Jeongguk ever so gently wrapped his hand around him, testing the waters as he slowly began stroking him up and down and feeling the weight of him in his hand. Feeling proud seeing his reaction, Jeongguk added more pressure and let his shyness slip away, enjoying seeing the male so weak because of him.

Taehyung threw his head back, closing his eyes and letting the younger do whatever he pleased. Feeling a sudden wetness engulf around him, his eyes flew open. He moaned out loud when Jeongguk started bobbing his head after some teasing licks, hands still stroking the part that he couldn't fit entirely in his mouth.

After a few minutes, the older male felt a familiar rush of heat in his lower abdomen, muscles tensing. Reluctantly, he softly pushed the younger away, grinning seeing his confused face and needy eyes.

''Don't wanna cum yet, Gguk. Inside.'' Is all he said, watching as the other began nodding furiously and took off his own pants not wasting a second. Chuckling at his eagerness, he sat up, softly letting his fingers trace over every single part of the younger, admiring him to the fullest and taking his time.

He climbed in between his legs, keeping them open. Starting to trail tender kisses from his mouth to his neck, sucking on certain spots creating artworks as he went on.

He trailed further down towards his chest, fiddling with his nipples and smirking softly when he heard him gasp, a moan following right after once he started to suckle on them.

"Sensitive.."

Taehyung hummed, his fist slowly wrapping around the younger's length. He stroked him a few times, loving the way he sounded.

"Suck." The older male ordered, putting his index and middle finger to his mouth. Obliging, Jeongguk did, coating them. He knew what was coming.

After prepping him thoroughly, Taehyung aligned himself, searching for any kind of doubt within Jeongguk's eyes but found none.

With that, he slid in his tip, carefully making sure he wasn't hurting him in any way as he eased his way inside him wholly.

He waited until Jeongguk signalled he was alright, before he started off with slow thrusts.

Jeongguk's mouth fell open, head thrown backwards on the pillow. He moaned out Taehyung's name on repeat, feeling as if his body tingled all over when his pace picked up. His body arched, arms wrapping themselves around Taehyung's neck and pulling him impossibly close.

Taehyung went back in to kiss him again, swallowing his sinful moans.

They spend the entire night touching each other, cherishing the way their heartbeats synchronised and felt so full of love.

What they didn't do, was pay attention to the way Jeongguk's body slowly started heating up on its own. The way he could feel every single thing, the way his moans suddenly sounded so located from right underneath Taehyung. The was he was so grounded, in touch not only with the other but the earth, as well.

That was on them.

What they couldn't know, however, was the book shutting itself close on the now empty bed in the guest room.