Nicoles POV
5 DAYS LATER
I worked things out with Ashton. After I recovered from my black out. I had them (the black outs) a lot after Elena and Porter died. I would have flash back of happy memories or sad ones where Shane or my dad would hurt us. It had been almost 6 months since they had died and I miss them so much. At first the grief was to much to take on so I ignored it, but about a month ago it started catching up to me again. That is exactly when Luke came and I felt so guilty for it all. Making him deal
with a ton of drama and shit right when he arrived to a new country. New continent. He had gone threw so much back in Australia and I just now was putting him threw more shit.
The other day after my black out I saw I was sitting his arms and I freaked out.
FLASH BACK TO THAT DAY///
"Get the hell away from me Luke." I chocked out threw sobs. My body was trembling.
"Nicole what the hell was that you were out for like an hour that," he yelled pointing to the floor where I was sitting, "doesn't just happen." his eyes were searching for some sort of explanation.
"Luke how did you even find me?" I asked avoiding his question.
"When you ran in our room I heard the door open and I saw you cry and then slam the door and I came after you. When I found you in the bathroom a few minuets later you were blacked out and shaking." He said holding back his tears of fear and sadness.
"Luke it is part of my grief ever since my brother and sister passed I have these flashbacks and they are happy or sad.. a-and I-I had a f-flash back t-to the day m-my s-sister d-died." I sobbed running into his arms. He held me close and lied down on the bed. I covered him in tears. I sobbed into him for a good 15 minuets before looking up at him. He looked down at me.
"Nicole I want you to know how sorry I am for hurting you. l.. care about you so much and I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. I hope you forgive me and we can be best friends again." he whispered into my ear while played with my hair to calm me down.
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Try Hard (Luke Hemmings)
Fanfiction"She may act like she doesn't know me but that won't be forever, I promise you that!" I stated not stuttering or stopping once cause its true. I had to have her. No. I need to have her.
