NICOLES POV
Finally I was home. I ran into my room and threw my bags on the ground and smashed into my bed. I sighed and then screamed out of overwhelming feelings. Ashton walked in my room and sat down on the couch.
"You feel better now?" He asked chuckling. I laughed with him.
"Actually yes. And again I am sorry for snapping on you I was being totally ridiculous and a total bitch. You are pretty much going threw exactly the same thing as me and I didn't even consider your feelings I am sorry." I poured out. I had already apologized to him on the plane and he was surprisingly quick to forgive.
"Listen Nicole I know you are not only dealing with this but stuff with your brother and other sibblings and mom and dad I forgive you. Trust me you have a lot more going on then me." he explained giving me a smile and I got up and hugged him. Besides Michael. Oh my goodness did I miss him. Michael is like a brother to me and even though I had seen him earlier that day he didn't talk to me let alone make eye contact with me. I had messed up big time with everyone and I know it. I don't know if I should individually invite them over or altogether. But then again maybe I should wait it out see if they come to me. They had insulted me and been rude many times with no real reason. They didn't know how I was dealing with everything right now. So I decided to wait it out.
"Well I am gonna go take a shower. And then we can get some dinner after and watch movies. Sound good?" Ashton asked standing up from the couch stretching
. I nodded and he walked up the stairs. I was suprised with what ease he navigated my house. But he had told me his family was quite wealthy as well and when you have a large house it is easier to navigate other peoples large houses.
My thoughts were interupted by a knock on the door. I had a strange feeling that it was Shane. Who else would it be and its been a while for him. And after all today was the 6th month anniversry of Elena and Porter's death. Overall bad day for me.
"Shane if it's you, you need to leave and go somewhere else so you are not drunk and make a mistake." I yelled threw the door.
"Open up Nik it's me and Cal." it was Michael. I had to open it. He knew I was here. But I was still mad that he called me a bitchy brat or whatever. Ah too late now.
I opened the door and let them in. Keeping my head down as they walked into the lounge.
"Look Nicole we know this has all been difficult for you with Ashton and stuff but we don't want you to slip into your old habits again and I know we may have done some rude things as well but we have to do something cause I know if we do it will put you back in your place for good." Michael stated looking at me with sad eyes. I was really scared.
"Please don't do anything that will make me too sad. I know I messed up." I mumbled looking up meeting eyes with Calum's sad ones.
"It will definitly make you sad but I know it will help so sit down and on the couch and get comfortable it's movies time." Calum stated as Michael popped one of the movies he was holding into the dvd player.
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Try Hard (Luke Hemmings)
Fanfiction"She may act like she doesn't know me but that won't be forever, I promise you that!" I stated not stuttering or stopping once cause its true. I had to have her. No. I need to have her.
