AMARA'S POV
"Ashton slow down." I screeched as we ran down the streets.
"It's fucking ice-cream I refuse to slow down." He said dragging me by my hand.
We entered the Ice-cream place.
"What do you want?" Ashton asked.
"Nothing I am fine." I muttered.
"NO eat something. You didn't eat anything at McDonald's and now you aren't eating here? It has to have been hours." Ashton exclaimed sounding quite worried.
"Ashton it's fine I am just getting over a sickness and I still don't have much of an appetite." I lied.
"Okay." He muttered. I know he didn't believe me but he didn't push it any further. He got his ice-cream and walked outside to a park.
"Tell me about yourself Mr.Irwin." I smiled nudging him to speak.
"Well my name is Ashton Fletcher Irwin and I have a little sister a little brother and my parents are divorced. I am 18 and I live in Plymouth Michigan." He stated. Pretty basic.
"Well why don't you tell me a little about you Ms. James." Ashton provoked wiggling his eyebrows.
"Uh I don't think you want to know it's pretty depressing." I whispered looking down playing with my fingers.
"It's ok I don't judge my family is pretty shity as well. At least my parents are." He comforted. He told me and I would feel bad not telling him.
"You want the outline?" I asked still looking down. He nodded.
"Just tell me about siblings parents whatever." He shrugged.
"Well um... I basically live by myself. My brother is always out for work or with his girl friend. And for my parents well um. My mom died about a year ago in a car crash after she found out my dad cheated on her with her sister the second girl he cheated on her with. And for my dad he died about 7 months ago." I chocked out trying with all my might not to cry.
"Oh my god Nicole that's terrible I am sorry." Ashton said hugging.
"No other family you just live by yourself?" He questioned a sad look plastered on his face.
"Well now yeah." I sighed.
"What do you mean." Ashton asked quietly knowing he was pushing it.
"Really want to know Mister nosy my brother who is still living took my 3 year old sister and was drunk driving and ended up killing her in a crash. For my other two siblings my 13 year old sister asked my 7 year old brother if he wanted to see mommy and daddy again and he said he would do anything to see them again so she took my car while I was out with my asshole of an ex boyfriend and she slit her throat and stabbed him before driving of a bridge. So there if you needed to know so damn badly." I snapped running off.
"Wait Nicole." I could hear Ashton chasing after me so I ran faster.
I made it to the hotel and ran up the 10 flights of stairs. I ran into my room but Amara wasn't there. I ran into the next room looking for Calum or Michael but all I saw was Luke sleeping he looked different but I didn't care. I slammed the door closed before running back into my room. I ran into the bathroom and curled up in a ball in the corner of the large room. They were coming. I thought I was over this. It had been over 3 months since my last break down or flashback and I was alone this time which made it worse.I covered my ear and squezed my eyes shut pulling my knees to my chest. I rocked back and forth for a good 2 minuets
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Try Hard (Luke Hemmings)
Fanfic"She may act like she doesn't know me but that won't be forever, I promise you that!" I stated not stuttering or stopping once cause its true. I had to have her. No. I need to have her.
