why is everyone leaving without me?
i know i don't run like they do or talk like they do or have memories like they do
but i thought
maybe things were changing
maybe i was finally starting to... fit in somewhere.
i will never fit in with them.
where did she go?
where did YOU go?
is there something i don't know?
something i shouldn't know?
now i hear their voices echoing across the halls
and i'm hiding in the bathroom
hearing them talk.
i didn't mean to eavesdrop
or listen to them at all
but i had nowhere to go
so i hid in the stall.
"where did she go?"
"why'd she run off?"
"why is she upset?"
so many questions questions
with no answers answers
so i ran from the problem
and hid altogether.
it's not about me
i know
i know
it just sucks to know
i don't belong.
im always saying the wrong things.
doing the wrong things.
handling it the wrong way.
i think id be better off not speaking at all.
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the ruin of my soul~ third collection of poetry
Poetrythe third edition. a different approach a new found story poems from my heart words from my soul.
