the ruin of my soul~ third collection of poetry

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everything before was fine.
people could say
"i hate you!"
and i wouldn't mind.
people called me a Chinese Goth
and i took all of the hurt
but now they'll say the smallest things
and i feel i have no worth.

"the way you eat isn't good."
"you're being such a pick me."
"you really should get some help."
"are you ever happy?"

cutting
and crying
always running away
starving
and screaming
when i don't get my way.

"pick me girl"
"selfish"
"ugly"
"fat"
"dumb"
"annoying"
"stupid ass laugh.

little comments
little words
small remarks
that really hurt

it wasn't like that
last year at the start
now one comment
tears me
apart.