𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

24 | lovesick

I hear Hyunjin and Felix's voices enter the house, making me leave my room and drag them in here. Only then to be faced with Chan kissing Felix, I grimace and Felix blushes as he pulls away.

"Jisungie" My focus snaps to Minho and I felt the blood rush to my cheeks as I look at the boy. He sat there, shirt open and exposing his toned chest. I mean he dressed like this often but it was different now.

Now that certain things took place at the party the other night. I haven't dared to speak to the boy or even look into his eyes because I fear I wasn't strong enough to hold myself back. Just look at him.

"Join us?" I snap out of my daze and roll my eyes.

Get your shit together Jisung. I grab Felix and Hyunjin's hands and pull them into my room, closing the door behind us.

"I didn't want to be around them either but now I'm curious about what driving such a Jisung to act this way"

My eyes wander and I sit on my bed "I don't know what you mean" I look at Hyunjin. "I'm fine"

Hyunjin looks at Felix and Felix looks at him "Something's definitely up" Felix agrees, both looking at me.

"Maybe he needs sex" I snort, eyes widening.

"He's sexually frustrated"

"I am not!" I grow defensive, pouting at the boys. "I have a great sex life"

I freeze and they stare at me before Hyunjin squeals, jumping on me "Sungie got laid" He shook my shoulders.

I slap my hand over his mouth "Keep it down" I throw Hyunjin off and he chuckles, Felix getting on the bed.

"We need details"

"We don't need details," Felix says and Hyunjin rolls his eyes.

"This confirms that Chan hasn't dicked you down"

I gag "I'm gonna puke"

"So back to business" Hyunjin look at me "When did this happen?"

I chew at my bottom lip "The party"

"The party?" Felix asks "Wouldn't you have wanted it in a more... decent setting?"

"The boy ain't a virgin Felix"

"Hyunjin" I groan and throw myself back into the bed.

"It's the truth, maybe you didn't have the best sex before but still"

I laugh, genuinely laugh because he was right. The sex with Minho was mind-blowing, actually life-changing because I never felt such pleasure.

I sit up "It was the best sex I've ever had," I admitted and Hyunjin squeals again.

"Do you think anything changed between you two after?" Felix asked.

"I've had an attraction to people and after sleeping with them it went away," Hyunjin says, "Don't say Seungmin, or I'll scream"

I chuckle and shrug "Yeah" I look down and felt a sudden anxious feeling. "I think I really like him"

Felix chuckled "Well shouldn't you since y'all are kinda together?"

I look up and nod "Yeah I just mean—a little more than before"

"Wow, wow, wow, if it's love I'm gonna have to see myself out," Hyunjin says.

"No!" I said, "I mean—" I sigh, this was getting harder day by day. "I just like him" I shrug and look at them.

"Aw, he's so lovesick"

I've been so busy this week, like i'm truly exhausted.

send me energy and strength this weekend so I can update more for y'all <3