𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

28 | goodnight

*Song rec - I'll Call You
Mine by girl in red*

The night air surrounds us as we walk in silence. Minho had offered to walk me home after my series of telling him it was fine, I gave in. I don't think I am ready to end the night with him just yet but I knew mom didn't like me getting home late.

"The video—" I look at him briefly, feeling my throat tighten as my nerves rose up. "I didn't see it"

I let out a sigh of relief. I wasn't sure why, but I cared what Minho thought of me. Maybe I always have but only now admitting it.

"Why not? Everyone has" I shrug.

"Because I don't want to see you with anyone but me" I look at him and he has a sly smile, making me bump my shoulder into him.

"Are you in love with me?" I said with a smirk. Thick tension followed us on this walk.

"You wish," He said and I laugh loudly as we continue to walk.

"I—I told him to delete it" I started, "When he took the video and he promised he would"

Minho was quiet for a moment before saying "When?" He asks hesitantly and I stop walking, making him do the same.

"A year ago" I bit at my bottom lip, "But it's out now, can't do anything about it" I inhale sharply, noticing his gaze and it was a look I knew all too well. I roll my eyes and continue walking "You don't need to feel bad for me"

"I'm not"

"The look says otherwise" I felt his finger intertwine with mine and I almost stopped walking but I didn't as I swallowed harshly and just let it happen.

"I know, you knew he was a dick but you still dated him. I don't feel bad for you" I stop and he looks at me with a small smile "Am I right?"

I roll my eyes again "Yes but—"

"I thought you didn't want me feeling bad?" He interrupts me and I groan.

"Your impossible"

"Just saying, if you were unaware of his shit personality maybe I would feel a bit bad"

I let go of his hand and continue walking, hearing him laugh loudly behind me as he jogs up to walk beside me again. "I have my reasons"

"Like?" I glare at him and he looks at me seriously "I'm genuinely asking because I can't seem to find a reason you would be with someone like him"

I thought for a moment and he was right, I had no reason except the longer hope that I had all those years. The hope that it would turn into love.

"Sex—"

Minho laughed loudly, clearing his throat and trying to contain more laughter to escape him. "Sorry, I thought you were joking"

"Wish I was, but he was my first—everything. It felt like enough at the time"

"When did you realize it wasn't?"

I lick my lips and I shrug "Not sure, I just remember" I sigh and hesitate for a moment before saying "Wanting more"

I see my house in the distance and look at Minho who nods slowly. Walking up to my house, I turn to him and chuckle "What's this look?" I ask, my hand finding his face.

"Am I?"

My eyebrows raise "Are you what?" I knew what he was asking but I wanted to hear it.

He sighs and pulls my hand away "You know what I'm saying Jisung, stop fucking with me"

I smile softly "But I want to hear it"

He looks to the door and back to me "Go inside" He orders and I chuckle.

Crossing my arms "Not until you ask me"

"Never" I knew Minho had an ego. One he loved me to pet and feed but I loved to humble him a bit because he gets fed too much.

I walk closer to him and he watched me "Are you scared to ask me? Scared I'll hurt that pride of yours?" My fingers danced up his arm and he shook his head.

"I'm not scared, I just don't care much about it" He shrugs

"And why's that?" I spoke softly.

Minho bends down to my ear and his hot breath drags down my neck as he whispers "Because Jisung, I know nobody will ever fuck you as I do"

I swallow harshly and he pulls away and he smirks and I force a smile on my face—acting like I wasn't ready to get on my knees right now as I said "Then maybe I'll just have to go find someone" I turn around and walk to the door, "Good night Minho"

I walk into the house and before Minho can stop me, I stop myself as my eyes widen at the scene.

I cover my eyes immediately "Oh my god, Chan you have a room!!" I yell as I hear shuffling and Minho's low laughter from behind me.

"Chan finally getting laid" Minho joked

"Jisung you can open your eyes and no, we were only making out"

I open my eyes to see a flustered Felix and an irritated Chan. "I know that line. Jisung says it all the time when in reality we just got done—" I kicked Minho and he groans.

"You and Minho—Never mind, I don't want to think about it"

"This isn't about me and Minho, okay," I said and sigh, "We have rooms, do it in there or I'll—tell mom"

"Sex on the couch is kinda hot though" I glare at Minho.

"You're not helping"

"What? If we were given the opportunity I'd take it" My cheeks heat up.

I groan and walk away "I give up, good night"

*Song rec - I'll Call You
Mine by girl in red*