STRAYKIDS ONE SHOTS

HyunIn /Q^/ losing secrets

Happy birthday baby 🫶

Genre: angsty-fluff, real light angst (i think lol, never rly read or wrote angst so like idk)

(Top: Hyunjin

Bottom: Jeongin)

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Tw/cw: a couple breakdowns, anxiety, overthinking, arguments/fights, bromance to romance, cursing, strong language, feat. minsung

Word count: 4800ish

A/n: talking that is underlined is is talking in english

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—Jeongin

"You like Hyunjin?! Like- our Hwang Hyunjin? ..the dumpling??" Lee know Hyung voiced out in disbelieve, his eyes wide. "Y-yeah.. please don't tell anyone Hyung!" I couldn't hold the eye contact and looked down at my hands, nervously biting my lip.

"I-I know it's not gonna work out, he probably doesn't even like boys b-but.. I just can't help it." "Tell me you're joking." He scooted closer to me, our legs touching as I sunk into the sofa, totally embarrassed and disappointed in myself. I didn't only fall for one of my members, but I also made it so obvious that someone noticed.

"I'm not.." I whispered out. Lee know gently placed his hand on my thigh and let a sigh escape his mouth. "This is bad.."

"I mean, we are allowed to date, it's just.. among the group? It would definitely complicate things." He caressed my leg, trying to not sound rude and comfort me a bit.

Maybe we weren't as close as the others, but Lee know Hyung was the second oldest and had a lot of experience in life. I always ended up going to him when I need something, though sometimes I also go to Channie Hyung, so that he know's I trust him.

With something this important I didn't want to bother our leader, he already has so much work to do and this would only stress him out more. I didn't want that.

"I'm sorry for bothering you, Hyung. I just needed to get it out of my system." It was true. I didn't know what to do, but I for sure didn't want Lee know's help for that. Let me phrase it like this, he doesn't always come up with the best plans.

Pushing his hand off my thigh I stood up from the couch, quickly walking over to my room and locking the door behind me.

The next couple weeks passed by and the golden disk awards were just around the corner. Me and Minho didn't really talk much, tough Hyunjin Hyung seemed to have taken more interest in me. I could only hope the second oldest didn't let anything slip.

I know that he isn't the type of person to do so, but could it really be a coincidence? Could Jinnie Hyung really just suddenly start clinging onto me? Without any reason at all? There had to be something going on. Something I didn't know about and it didn't seem to leave my mind.

"What are you staring at?" Channie Hyung stood in the doorframe of my room. "Huh? Sorry I didn't catch that." "I asked what you're staring at, I've been calling you for a couple minutes now." He softly sighed and closed the door behind him, walking over to me and my comfortable bed, that I haven't left since coming back from dance practice.

I already knew what he wanted to talk about.

"What's been on your mind?" I cuddled myself into the warm comforter, hiding from the older. He only sighed and laid himself down next to me, the blanket underneath him.

"You can tell me anything, Innie. I'll always listen, no matter how stupid it might be." With my face hidden in my pillow, I softly answered. "Me and Lee know fought." Channie Hyung lightly laughed, maybe it wasn't exactly the truth, but the tension we created sure seemed like it.