Still a Childish Dreamer

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Seojun insisted i shower in his room even though it had become a mess because of us. He also volunteered to pick what i wear today. I had to sit in bed as he retrieved my shampoo and soap and everything else that belonged to me.

Eventually, i rested on my back and wondered of the conversation he was having with Choi. If they were even having one. I giggled a bit thinking back to her face when she caught us both in bed. How did she even get a key to get in?....

I heard the click of the door and sat up. "That was fast."

"You were well organized. It wasn't hard to gather everything."

"Habit i caught from Khyia."

"Makes sense, considering i just saw how messy you can get."

We both scan the room, and envision everything that happened from the couch to the floor to the bed.

"..W...Was i your first?"

"Huh? Oh no." I brushed him off.

"You sure? You were pretty tight...and...eager."

"Yes i'm sure. You're not that special."

He had no response after that. Part of me wished i kept that to myself, because he was special. Way too special for me to just admit it out loud. I'm tired of all the tension.

I grabbed all of my things and began to freshen up and shower. As i stepped out of the shower, the door opened and i panicked.

"Wait!"

Seojun paused at the door and covered his eyes. "What happened? I have seen you naked before you know. Last night."

I rolled my eyes and wrapped the towel around me. "A moment doesn't give you immediate permission to past boundaries. Shoo!"

"One more time. Before it all gets covered up again...."

I look at him. He was still standing with one hand covering his eyes. The other one still held onto the door handle. Seojun, Seojun, Seojun...you are such a bottom.

"Fine, one more time."

Slowly, he removed his hand and i began to take my time taking off the towel. He bit his lip in frustration as i teased showing bit by bit.

"You know what i've changed my mind."

"Ya!"

Without warning he pulled me to him and kissed me. I melted into him and as we pulled away, silence sprinkled into the room.

Suddenly, i couldn't hear the sink water running, and all i cared about was myself....
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The trip was cut short for us. As we left the room we sincerely apologized to the housekeepers that passed us. We know the mess that we created.

Choi had other things to do which was good for me. Seojun and I shared first class seats back home. Everyone was surprised to see us walk in together, especially without Choi.

"Seren! I thought you'd be gone longer." Khyia hugged me tight and then froze to look at me.

"What?..."

Dammit she knows. How does she know already.

Without saying a word she yelled code black and dragged me upstairs and the rest of the girls followed.

"Spill. Now. I also need my money."

They handed over money each and i looked at them confused. "Since when did we have codes?!"

"Since you left. We planned the whole thing."

"Yeah, we are running off of like...4 hours of a power nap."

I scoffed as i eyed them. "I don't kiss and tell."

"Please Seren. Come onnnn. Did you do it or not?"

"Does Choi know?"

"You have got to show us her reaction."

"....You guys knew Choi liked Seojun?"

"No, we guessed it was more of an obsession. For her career. Without rumors she won't have as many people looking into her as an individual. Her photos with her brother are most popular."

"Ah...well. Yes we did do it..twice."

They all squealed as they squeezed each other's hands. I continued on with getting up and showing them how Choi reacted. We laughed a bit more and decided on going out to shop to celebrate the entire opportunity.
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Seojun's POV....

It was hours before life became life again. When i touched down i got every update there was to have and was called to get back to work; however, it had become harder for me to focus.

The rest of the week had been even more hell. Seren had become invested in keeping her grades up and i had become busy with work. I get one night of not being alone, and now i can't compose myself.

I try to stay in the studio later than usual, but even distracting myself with music doesn't help. In fact, it's the worst distraction ever. I lean back to stare at the ceiling and imagine once again all of the naughty things we did together. It replays over and over again and feels as if it's been months since i've seen her physically. Phone calls and texts aren't enough now.

XOXO . ♥️
1:32 am

Thinking about you ... 💕 }

{ Oh really? Thinking ab you too  ;)

Hungry? }

{ You have no idea .

{ ••• }

What does she mean by that?

Was the wink a go?

Seren's POV....

     I couldn't sleep, and to my luck, Seojun couldn't either. Could he have been feeling the same as i have been? I mean, usually i can control myself, but this feels different. It's like muscle memory to seek him in the sheets with me before i shut my eyes and sleep, or wake up in the morning.

     I made our encounter seem casual. Like a mistake that wouldn't happen again, but the longer i keep myself away from him the more i begin to not care.  I burned for him every night  since then and it gets stronger and stronger.

     After he asked if i were hungry i called him. I just needed to hear his voice again. His tired voice might sound the same as then.

"Hello?"

"Spoiler, i'm not actually hungry for food."

"Hmm, what is it you want from me?"

"I don't know. You're the one who said you were thinking about me first. What are you thinking about?"

He chuckles as he sighs in defeat. "If i told you, you'd think less of me."

"Would not......I might be thinking the same thing anyway."

".......I'll be there in 20 minutes. Pack a bag."

"Yes sir." I hung up and bit my lip in excitement before getting out of bed and celebrating with quiet screams and a happy dance.

     I packed simple clothing and things from my bathroom before tip toeing downstairs and waiting for Seojun to text me that he was outside.

     The thrill of this going on for nights on end will create a monster.