He's apart of me.
Not in a healthy way.
God warned me about him.
I tried to change him, but nothing work.
It just happened.
I didn't even want it to happen.
I screamed "No" many times.
He was hurting me.
It just happened.
It's all my fault.
I'm so angry.
I should of left when things got bad.
Emotionally drained and worn out.
Now left alone by myself,
Healing is harder than ever.
The pain I'm feeling.
The hole in my heart, will it ever be in love again ?
Will I ever be whole again ?
This will leave a scar on my body forever.
