Some days it could be better
Some days it hurts
I miss his smell
I miss his scent
I miss him
I know I'll never be good enough
He'll find someone better than me
I loved him a lot
Some days I cry
Why does it hurt ?
Is it suppose to ??
Pain.
It just hurts over and over again.
I'm not sure if I can heal.
I don't understand why things didn't work out.
How could it happen ?
Was I the problem ?
Never even this broken in my life.
I hate myself.
I hate him.
Why ?
Why ?
Why me ?
I pray it gets better cause this pain haunts my soul.
It just hurts.
I'm waiting to explode.
The pain.
Consuming my soul.
Mentally.
Physically.
Emotionally.
I hope I heal some day from this love that made me so so very very happy in my life.
